Theory incident from middle school/ early high school that still makes me mad

[Drekavac]

i was going home from school and staring at my phone like a retard which was pretty stupid. this guy in his 40s, few inches taller than me was in front of me, he obviously saw me so i kept staring at my phone and walking but to my surprise he bumped into me and pushed me making my phone fall out of my hands and said something like "get out of my way boy". he seemed to try to walk away quickly tho. i was going behind him and telling him to stop walking/asking him why he pushed me or something similar. then i push kicked him into the lower back and ran home. for some reason this still bothers me and i wish i did more since i trained muay thai at the time and was lifting weights but then again i was probably very overconfident and would have gotten my ass beat. what do you think of this incident?

also the next few weeks i was bringing a knife to school and planning on stabbing him when i see him again i was very fucked up at the time mentally

 

[SrutalBeggs]

Mogs

Truecels (TM) wouldn't even dream of retaliating someone because they are physically inferior to any normie

 

[Drekavac]

Mogs

Truecels (TM) wouldn't even dream of retaliating someone because they are physically inferior to any normie

i had an early growth spurt but stopped growing at 14 so i was tall and strong for my age. this happened at around 14 or 15 and i was obsessed with being "masculine" and shit so i worked out a lot and everything. The most brutal thing is however that i still got bullied and not taken seriously by my classmates and got 0 attention from girls...

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Hopefully that mf died with huge suffer