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VinnyVan
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How many of you believe that you would have a better career/better paying job etc if you had a girlfriend at a normal age?
I believe that it played a major role in me giving up on everything, staying inside, being unproductive and playing games all day. Because at one point i found a "companion" online and while i never met her, the thought of having someone in my life motivated me to improve myself while it lasted. But now i am around the age of 25 and a total loser, i feel tired all the time and i struggle to motivate myself to do anything. Sometimes i don't even care if i die because i know that what is ahead is just wageslaving and loneliness.
I believe that it played a major role in me giving up on everything, staying inside, being unproductive and playing games all day. Because at one point i found a "companion" online and while i never met her, the thought of having someone in my life motivated me to improve myself while it lasted. But now i am around the age of 25 and a total loser, i feel tired all the time and i struggle to motivate myself to do anything. Sometimes i don't even care if i die because i know that what is ahead is just wageslaving and loneliness.