Blackpill Inceldom in the Military. My personal life story in the infantry.

[Sgtpinkie]

I was a member on this forum prior to enlisting. And stopped posting following my enlistment.

My journey coming to a close. I’m left with a dilemma on what comes next in my life. I didn’t join the marine corps to ascend. But to die, and leave my family with the armed forces life insurance policy.

I went through untold horrors, both in the rear, and in the field. The military has only opened my eyes even more on how truly over it is. In those lonely nights in trenches overlooking an endless horizon. You’re only left with your thoughts to occupy you. Hoping to god that maybe you’d catch a stray bullet. Instead you’re stuck there. Keeping watch.

I am spited and despised by my own team. A team I’m supposed to lead. Not a soul takes me seriously despite my experience and years in the Corps. It doesn’t help I’m the shortest man in my platoon, standing at 5’7.

The start of my journey was abysmal, as I had to work twice as hard as everyone else just to even remotely have a chance in a competitive field. I became efficient, capable, damn near confident. Both physically and mentally. I was truly ready. Then I hit the fleet. And found myself the butt of untold jokes, I was never taken seriously and always found myself alone most weekends. I continued my isolated ways, just like I did before I enlisted.

Now I live with my experiences, failing to do what I came to achieve and now choosing to fully leave this life behind.

Truly, one of the worst experiences in my life. Yes I learned a lot. Yes, I’m stronger. But at what cost?

 

[Steiner_Atlas]

Couldn't you rope and get paid out by the military or does it not apply?


Also RIP. I'd rather fucking rot than do anything for this country.

 

[Sgtpinkie]

Couldn't you rope and get paid out by the military or does it not apply?

Suicide is one of those iffy subjects on the life insurance policy. There have been cases where people get it, and people who don’t. It’s meant to only apply if you were to pass away in combat or training related injuries.

Also RIP. I'd rather fucking rot than do anything for this country.

God man. I regret ever thinking this was a good idea. I should have just rotted.

 

[SrutalBeggs]

Brutal. In my country we have forced enlistment for 2 years at 18-20. Sad that I might have to do that as well

 

[AdamfromtheUK]

This sounds like a load of bollocks

 

[Sgtpinkie]

This sounds like a load of bollocks

God I wish it was. Believe me.

 

[Sgtpinkie]

Brutal. In my country we have forced enlistment for 2 years at 18-20. Sad that I might have to do that as well

Stay strong brother. Shit ain’t no joke. No matter the country.

 

[justuseless]

What warzone were you in?

 

[Sgtpinkie]

What warzone were you in?

Syria.

 

[curryboy420]

I want to join the army and be CIA glownigers and do cartel stuff and kill nigs and shoot machine guns and snipers and rockets and Apaches and tanks and dig trenches and shoot mortars and swim underwater from submarines and do everything

 

[Friezacel]

Reading this im kind off glad the military didnt accept me. Id also never be taken serious because of my height and autism and be the butt of the jokes

 

[BSGMANLET]

Reading this im kind off glad the military didnt accept me. Id also never be taken serious because of my height and autism and be the butt of the jokes

 

[DarkStar]

Reading this im kind off glad the military didnt accept me. Id also never be taken serious because of my height and autism and be the butt of the jokes

I'm not sure how the German military is, probably a shell of what it used to be now that all the old Prussian influence is gone sadly, but the US military is awful for guys like us.

 

[Friezacel]

I'm not sure how the German military is, probably a shell of what it used to be now that all the old Prussian influence is gone sadly, but the US military is awful for guys like us.

Well my only friend went to the military voluntary for nearly 2 years and he said he really liked his time there. But he is also 2 inches taller than me and not as a retarded sperg as i am

 

[Sgtpinkie]

I'm not sure how the German military is, probably a shell of what it used to be now that all the old Prussian influence is gone sadly, but the US military is awful for guys like us.

Reading this im kind off glad the military didnt accept me. Id also never be taken serious because of my height and autism and be the butt of the jokes

Yeah. Ya’ll are good. You’d literally spend years of your life getting screwed over. The amount suifuel is unbelievable. It’s worst than secondary school and college combined. You’d be the loser of any gathering guaranteed.

That’s why I never went out or did anything when I was in the rear.

 

[Adolf Kitler]

do you goon in the barracks

 

[Sgtpinkie]

do you goon in the barracks

Yes.

 

[Adolf Kitler]

Yes.

How much privacy do you get in the barracks?

 

[CuntHater]

Brutal. In my country we have forced enlistment for 2 years at 18-20. Sad that I might have to do that as well

Just feign mental illness or show up drunk/stoned when you have to report in. Thankfully I'm a felon and officially registered as disabled so no jew draft for me.

 

[Sgtpinkie]

How much privacy do you get in the barracks?

That depends on your rank/station/job in the Corp. so during training (such as boot camp MCT (Marine Combat Training) and ITB (Infantry Training battalion) you lived in squad bays, boot camp looked like this here.

MCT/ITB squad bays typically looked like this.

Following your graduation to either the school house or (if your a rifleman like me) the fleet. You’d typically have one room with a roommate.
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The walls are paper thin, and you’d hear fights go out all the time.
Every time I had to goon. I used our shared bathroom or just wait until my roommate was out of the room. As a Corporal that’s leaving the Corp though I have my room to myself now.

 

[ifeellost]

looks impossible to goon

 

[Sgtpinkie]

looks impossible to goon

Dude. You’d have to no fap all of bootcamp and ITB cause the squad bays were wide open, the bathroom were the same as well communal toilets and showers.

 

[ifeellost]

Dude. You’d have to no fap all of bootcamp and ITB cause the squad bays were wide open, the bathroom were the same as well communal toilets and showers.

not much of a gooner tbh but still seems brutal having no private time

 

[prajeet88]

Also RIP. I'd rather fucking rot than do anything for this country.

This country = Israel

 

[Sgtpinkie]

not much of a gooner tbh but still seems brutal having no private time

It’s only for about 5 months. (if you include both Boot camp and ITB. Which is what I went through.) After that you have a single room with a roommate.

 

[Sgtpinkie]

This country = Israel

It is. It really is.

 

[BricABrac]

NGL I hate military people as a general thing. Most of them are stupid "macho" assholes. There's others, like you OP that aren't so bad, but they are the minority. Thankfully I was talked out of any enlistment.

 

[Sgtpinkie]

NGL I hate military people as a general thing. Most of them are stupid "macho" assholes. There's others, like you OP that aren't so bad, but they are the minority. Thankfully I was talked out of any enlistment.

And you made the right decision. And yes, right on the money. Most military members are power hungry pricks who try to flaunt their rank and experience whenever they can.

Honestly dude, I don’t even do that. I just want to hurry up and separate. This shit is tiring.

 

[Adolf Kitler]

And you made the right decision. And yes, right on the money. Most military members are power hungry pricks who try to flaunt their rank and experience whenever they can.

Honestly dude, I don’t even do that. I just want to hurry up and separate. This shit is tiring.

What are you gonna do after your contract?

 

[Izayacel]

Good that your out of there soon .

Being Rendered Cannonfooder " must suck .

 

[Sgtpinkie]

What are you gonna do after your contract?

I’m gonna try and get VA disability benifits. I got some service related injuries. Such as hearing loss, fucked up back and fucked up knees. I used to be the MAW rocket launcher gunner for my squad, my first year in the fleet, and I’m pretty sure that shit gave me a TBI.

Point is, gonna take a long break. Get my shit together, then maybe find another job if my disability claims don’t go through.

 

[Adolf Kitler]

Such as hearing loss, fucked up back and fucked up knees. I used to be the MAW rocket launcher gunner for my squad, my first year in the fleet, and I’m pretty sure that shit gave me a TBI.

Damn

 

[Sgtpinkie]

Damn

It’s not as uncommon as you think. A lot of guys in the infantry are broken. With the insane workout routines and constant rucking and hiking. Your body isn’t made to hold over hundreds of pounds worth of gear for a long period of time. Especially if you’re short. (like myself.)

 

[Steiner_Atlas]

It’s not as uncommon as you think. A lot of guys in the infantry are broken. With the insane workout routines and constant rucking and hiking. Your body isn’t made to hold over hundreds of pounds worth of gear for a long period of time. Especially if you’re short. (like myself.)

I hear dealing with the VA is a nightmare, and any patient I see who was a veteran has made it seem like an annoyance more than an actual benefit.

 

[Sgtpinkie]

I hear dealing with the VA is a nightmare, and any patient I see who was a veteran has made it seem like an annoyance more than an actual benefit.

It is, but it’s a process I’m gonna have to go through if I want any chance of living comfortably without instantly entering the work face again when I leave.

 

[Emba]

Glad I didn't do it.

 

[Emba]

I heard Syria was all about looting & fucking up the ancient architecture.

 

[Sgtpinkie]

I heard Syria was all about looting & fucking up the ancient architecture.

Whatever local forces did was not our business. I was just a rifleman, so the amount of info we work with is on a need to know basis. We simply assisted the SDF in their efforts. At least on paper and during our ops.

 

[Emba]

Whatever local forces did was not our business. I was just a rifleman, so the amount of info we work with is on a need to know basis. We simply assisted the SDF in their efforts. At least on paper and during our ops.

Yes, ofc. ;;

 

[Racial-Identitarian]

Are u an israeli or euro?

 

[Sgtpinkie]

Are u an israeli or euro?

Euro