Inceldom, brain damage, and being trapped in a skull

[despisedpaul]

when i was a teen i was pissed that i was incel and none of the high school girls would fuck me so I took dissociative drugs (ketamine, dextromethorphan) to cope and i had several out of body experiences and never reintegrated with my body

i was outside of my body and outside of space and time and the universe was a small flame and the flesh of man was the ashes of the fire and nothing else

ever since then i cant relate to people and i am just stuck thinking that the meat is talking to me but the consciousness is stuck in the head and the brain is trying to communicate with me but cannot

when people talk to me i want to look at "them" but am forced to stare at the meat that is supposed to represent them and pretend its "them" that is talking to me when its not

"them" is behind the skull trapped just as I am stuck inside this incel body when in reality this is all fucked up and i am supposed to be a bodiless external entity

for this reason i cant relate to anyone or be normal or make friends or be happy


View: https://youtu.be/9Ygerhl9OJI

 

[ack]

you should free them from their skull prisons

 

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[SrutalBeggs]

you should free them from their skull prisons

Open their minds, Ronnie McNutt style

 

[despisedpaul]

Open their minds, Ronnie McNutt style

Ronnie's consciousness was never material. When we splatter our brains to free ourselves nothing happens because it goes on forever.

 

[Abacaxi14]

Do you believe in life after death?

Sometimes I ask myself what are we. Are we our consciousness? Our brains? It is hard to tell

 

[despisedpaul]

Do you believe in life after death?

Sometimes I ask myself what are we. Are we our consciousness? Our brains? It is hard to tell

i believe in the afterlife and the soul due to near death experiences, out of body experiences, and meditational revelation. the physical fabric of the universe is intertwined with the metaphysical and divine. what "we" are does not cease to exist.

 

[despisedpaul]

when our time is up something happens. to me this much is certain

 

[Sgtpinkie]

when our time is up something happens. to me this much is certain

I have been left with a similar belief. Where we’d go, I’m not sure. But there is something otherworldly out there.

 

[despisedpaul]

I have been left with a similar belief. Where we’d go, I’m not sure. But there is something otherworldly out there.

its only logical. the alternative would be that our five basic senses are ultimate; that we can perceive all that there is. that there is no else.
think of the ant, it cannot perceive us in our entirety, we are much grander. to something else, we are the ant.
the scoffers response is self-serving. we cannot empirically verify the otherworldly, thus we should not believe in it. and yet the majority of us do, unexplainably.

 

[BoneHermit666]

when i was a teen i was pissed that i was incel and none of the high school girls would fuck me so I took dissociative drugs (ketamine, dextromethorphan) to cope and i had several out of body experiences and never reintegrated with my body

i was outside of my body and outside of space and time and the universe was a small flame and the flesh of man was the ashes of the fire and nothing else

ever since then i cant relate to people and i am just stuck thinking that the meat is talking to me but the consciousness is stuck in the head and the brain is trying to communicate with me but cannot

when people talk to me i want to look at "them" but am forced to stare at the meat that is supposed to represent them and pretend its "them" that is talking to me when its not

"them" is behind the skull trapped just as I am stuck inside this incel body when in reality this is all fucked up and i am supposed to be a bodiless external entity

for this reason i cant relate to anyone or be normal or make friends or be happy


View: https://youtu.be/9Ygerhl9OJI

nice music