Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I know it is a cope, but it's also how I genuinely feel.
With my avoidant personality disorder and slight autism, all I really want to do is be alone and do whatever I feel like at the moment. Basically a selfish hedonist.
I never felt like I wanted companionship or friendship. I do at times feel intense sexual urges, or even feel like cuddling, but after a fap that all goes away anyway. I don't care about passing on my genes or a legacy either. No interest whatsoever in that.
My time is valuable to me. And women not only take time, they take effort, and a lot of money, which is hard to come by. That's a lot of sacrifice to make for a woman and a family, which nowadays are things that can also bite you in the ass.
Not being ugly would actually be bad for me, since I'd get trapped by some woman and have to waste the most precious things to me - my time and my effort/money.
With my avoidant personality disorder and slight autism, all I really want to do is be alone and do whatever I feel like at the moment. Basically a selfish hedonist.
I never felt like I wanted companionship or friendship. I do at times feel intense sexual urges, or even feel like cuddling, but after a fap that all goes away anyway. I don't care about passing on my genes or a legacy either. No interest whatsoever in that.
My time is valuable to me. And women not only take time, they take effort, and a lot of money, which is hard to come by. That's a lot of sacrifice to make for a woman and a family, which nowadays are things that can also bite you in the ass.
Not being ugly would actually be bad for me, since I'd get trapped by some woman and have to waste the most precious things to me - my time and my effort/money.