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Edmund_Kemper
Disregard my larping efforts. I can’t change it.
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i hate what puberty did to my appearance. this is why it was a good thing for me to fear puberty when i hit it in 5th grade at age 11. before puberty, when i smiled, my upper teeth could be shown very clearly. i looked so normal before puberty. i was more pale, my eyes were bigger, my philtrum wasn't short as fuck, my lips weren't huge when i tried to smile, my lips didn't cover my upper teeth when i tried to smile either. my nose wasn't big and protruding.
i looked ok at 11 and 12. 13/14 is when my ugliness started to form. that's when my current face appeared. i remember at 18, i had my full head of hair (i use rogaine and try to comb over now) and i could still smile properly sometimes. it didn't always make my septum almost hit my upper lip when i tried to use my lip muscles to stretch it out a bit to show my upper teeth (i didn't stretch it with my hands obviously). now my septum will hit my upper lip and i barely could show my front upper teeth.
now i have to make a laughing face almost. my siblings look like their prespubecent self most people do. i look nothing like my 10 year old self. i wish i looked exactly how i did before puberty but with a post-pubescent appearance.
i hate smiles. and on camera, my skin looks wrinkly and my forehead looks huge. fuck zoom. fuck cameras. fuck you all, and most importantly
fuck humans
i looked ok at 11 and 12. 13/14 is when my ugliness started to form. that's when my current face appeared. i remember at 18, i had my full head of hair (i use rogaine and try to comb over now) and i could still smile properly sometimes. it didn't always make my septum almost hit my upper lip when i tried to use my lip muscles to stretch it out a bit to show my upper teeth (i didn't stretch it with my hands obviously). now my septum will hit my upper lip and i barely could show my front upper teeth.
now i have to make a laughing face almost. my siblings look like their prespubecent self most people do. i look nothing like my 10 year old self. i wish i looked exactly how i did before puberty but with a post-pubescent appearance.
i hate smiles. and on camera, my skin looks wrinkly and my forehead looks huge. fuck zoom. fuck cameras. fuck you all, and most importantly
fuck humans