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imsorry
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i was raised by a single mother, she raised me to be a pushover i was conditioned to always give her a kiss and a hug when: she is leaving the house, when going to sleep, when greeting her from the mall, shop etc. always kiss and hug. Was anyone else conditioned to do this? I though this was love but no, she didn't do shit to make my life better, for me to be happy, confident, like what is the advantage for her to make me happy?
Mmmm sweaty you are not entitled to grow up to be a jock, you are going to be a servant.
i don't even feel happy, it is like my subconscious mind is always trying to make me sad, this is my default state of being, when (if) i feel happy it doesn't feel right, i only feel "at home" when i'm feeling sad, down. Whatthefuck is wrong with me
Mmmm sweaty you are not entitled to grow up to be a jock, you are going to be a servant.
i don't even feel happy, it is like my subconscious mind is always trying to make me sad, this is my default state of being, when (if) i feel happy it doesn't feel right, i only feel "at home" when i'm feeling sad, down. Whatthefuck is wrong with me