I no longer feel like ascending, it's completely useless. Apart from the shame I feel about myself and the dysfunctional relationship I have with concepts like sex and “love”, it’s already too late for me. I lost crucial experiences that can never be relived. I didn't have a relationship as a teenager, I never had sex during puberty, my libido is past its peak and I'm getting older, cold, realistic and bored. I can no longer live the illusion of “falling in love”, of worrying about another soul, as if that person could solve all my problems, I already know it’s complete nonsense. My appearance is getting even worse, even though I'm constantly trying to do damage control, no matter what normies might say, your appearance will never be as good as it was when you were a teenager, EVER. All the adult normies who think they look better at age 30 are just random average 6s doing damage control.
After a certain age [22], your chances are officially over. I said goodbye to any possibility of ever feeling affection, I'm too far too gone for that. It would be like arriving at the end of a party, everyone had fun, ate all the food and went home to rest, only the leftovers were left for you.
After a certain age [22], your chances are officially over. I said goodbye to any possibility of ever feeling affection, I'm too far too gone for that. It would be like arriving at the end of a party, everyone had fun, ate all the food and went home to rest, only the leftovers were left for you.
