Mainländer
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There's nothing I want to do. Too sad and unmotivated. I just want to sleepmaxx. I was dreaming I was resting my head on a blonde JB's breast and talking to her. I want to go back
I also get that feeling. I just want to finish my album and wait until my mother passes. Then I can die without looking back. This life sucks.Yea nowadays i just want to sleep and never wake up
Ouch, i feel the same way though. Partly the only reason im still alive is because of my parents.and wait until my mother passes
For is that + a couple of other reasons. I hate the idea of suicide but I do want to die sometimes.Ouch, i feel the same way though. Partly the only reason im still alive is because of my parents.
The only thing i do know is that i don'tFor is that + a couple of other reasons. I hate the idea of suicide but I do want to die sometimes.
Go sleepIt’s 7AM here rn. If I stay awake until 6PM I’ve officially not slept for 2 days
2dep4me.The only thing i do know is that i don't
East coasts me.It’s 7AM here rn. If I stay awake until 6PM I’ve officially not slept for 2 days
East coasts me.
Ok I unironically willGo sleep
Before the blonde JB cuddle dream I had a nightmare where lightnings struck my house, destroying the roof and killing some family members thoughGod I couldn't relate to this more, although you dreammog me. Every moment is just suffering, sleep is my only break. I can't wait to end it.
Gn tbhGo sleep
Good morning, you mean.Gn tbh
Nah i’m going to sleep like you told meGood morning, you mean.
Alright, man. Sleep well then.Nah i’m going to sleep like you told me
Thank you so much. My music and the appreciation I get for it are certainly a significative element in keeping me going.Just cope with your guitar while it gently weeps.
Great songs, dude. Amazingcel you are.
Women are the most selfish insensitive NPCs in the universe for letting we and so so so many other guys live like this while they dispute the best Chads.Dude, you're preaching to the choir here. I'm consumed by hatred for my human nature that forces me to crave a female so. I wish I could excise all of it, the sexuality, my desire to breed, my desire for companionship. Alas I'm stuck with it, even though the thing I know I "want" is actually a farce.
I honestly don't know if it's better to have such dreams or not. I appreciate that my unconscious mind is trying to treat me to it, but it does suck hard to wake up to this life.And I've had some pretty suifuel dreams. The worst are the relationship dreams, sometimes when drugs are involved and rarely without I'll have these super long hyper realistic dreams that feel like they last months, and they're of me in a relationship, usually with my oneitis. I still remember one from over two years ago where I was on my bed with her just cuddling and everything was perfect. Waking up feels like an MMA fighter punched me in the gut while I'm simultaneously stabbed in the throat with a sharpened screwdriver.
I can't sleep well because of the heat. Just this night I woke up 4 times. Even the fan does not improve the situation.There's nothing I want to do. Too sad and unmotivated. I just want to sleepmaxx. I was dreaming I was resting my head on a blonde JB's breast and talking to her. I want to go back
Brutal. Where I live, at least the nights are chill during winter.I can't sleep well because of the heat. Just this night I woke up 4 times. Even the fan does not improve the situation.
Same. I'm sure I'd be a great husband/lover.I'm so angry because I know the happiness I could provide. How much I could bring to a girl's life if they were anything like men portray them in art. If a girl truly appreciated me and was honest and loyal, and was loving and affectionate, I'd give her the world.
I want to sleep more but i have to wagecuck sadlyThere's nothing I want to do. Too sad and unmotivated. I just want to sleepmaxx. I was dreaming I was resting my head on a blonde JB's breast and talking to her. I want to go back
You probably have narcolepsy.same. no matter how much i sleep or if i drink coffee or anything I just always have about 3-5 hours of energy to be 'active' in the day. after that i just lay in bed and wallow away the day because i can't muster up any energy to give a fuck for anything else.
i sleep 12 hours then wake up and then want to go back in bed and sleep for another 12 after 3-4 hours of staying up
My condolences. Wageslaving is the worst.I want to sleep more but i have to wagecuck sadly
Its ok i live at home so i save up all my money tbhYou probably have narcolepsy.
My condolences. Wageslaving is the worst.