SuicideFuel Incel trait: you imagine and plan meticulously about why you will say in social situations that you will never ever in your life be apart of

[52baldcurryjanitor]

I always imagine being part of a social group/or blackpill youtube content producer livestream guest impressing everyone. But alas the opposite always happens. Ie. the content producer discontinues livestreams or along with other issues or I simply never have the opportunity to enter a social circle IRL. (I am in my 20's in MY PRIME years of my life when I should be the life of a party but I alas, I only interact with old borderline-closeted-homosexual mexicans at my job since I cut grass. (trucel trait: only faggots give you the time of day)

 

[SoyBoyPunisher]

I do this except I say everything out loud. Like im having a conversation to a person who isnt there, about a situation that will never happen. This is what being isolated does to you mentally

 

[52baldcurryjanitor]

I do this except I say everything out loud. Like im having a conversation to a person who isnt there, about a situation that will never happen. This is what being isolated does to you mentally

YES I do that that my mom even took hold of it and said she was concerned for me and to "stop babbling like a crazy person" in fairness she's a pretty good mom she just does not want my situation to get worse than it already is

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

 

[Zhou Chang-Xing]

I have conversations in my head 24/7, I have conversations with real people... Rarely. I always come up with lots of witty things, or like how Bruce Lee described most modern martial arts as being "reactions to a fight that ended a long time ago", I am thinking of reactions to give in situations that happened many years ago to. I just can't let go of anything, while I'm still practicing verbal Wing Chun, there's someone else practicing verbal Jeet-Kun Do mixing all the best arguments from different conversations, while I'm just stuck with an old conversation that happened a long time ago.

My advice would be to continue practicing, don't stop debating until you get the hang of it.

 

[Deleted member 40170]

This describes me too well

 

[BodyFat10orRope]

I will be apart of them, but I won't be a part of them.