
KillMeWithFire
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A lot of my self-hatred and no self-esteem whatsoever comes from how horribly I was treated in school. I also have schizoaffective disorder so when I have flashbacks of being bullied, I feel like these people are actually going to come back and hurt me or my family.
I feel so unsafe from these memories. Being a schizocel sucks enough but sometimes I can't tell what is real when I have these visions of bullies beating the shit out of my brother and I feel like I'd be too powerless to help. All I can think now is that at least these people are gone and my brother was never hurt too badly.
I feel so unsafe from these memories. Being a schizocel sucks enough but sometimes I can't tell what is real when I have these visions of bullies beating the shit out of my brother and I feel like I'd be too powerless to help. All I can think now is that at least these people are gone and my brother was never hurt too badly.