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I have painfully come to realise as a 40 year old man that my father was very abusive (I truly hate him inside right now) He first force fed me when I was about to enjoy a pizza, 'calm down' he said then he said something like 'you are not going to eat all of it for goodness sakes' he made me feel little so I said in retaliation 'yes I will' He then says in return 'then eat all of it now then' I ate as much as I could and got full, I look to my mother and then he yells at me 'EAT IT!' I did not I was just frozen 'ARE YOU GOING TO EAT IT? I shake my head 'THEN WHY SAY YOUR GOING TO EAT IT THEN?' that was my evening ruined. From here on in I then thought that he disciplined me for being greedy.
I then did the same thing to my little brother thinking that it was discipline. ( I now realise that this is not discipline and I hate myself for it)
Then my father did it to him while in the high chair, my mother was screaming at my dad 'stop stop stop' I got up and grab his arm and tell him to stop, "Let go of my arm" he repeats to me. I let go and he feeds him one last time. then yells at him (I cannot remember what he says) then leaves. My mother then says 'hug him hug him' I do hug him. IF my memory serves me correct this what happened to my brother. my brother was always bigger than the other kids maybe this is why
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I have literally come to tears twice as I have wrote this. I have force fed myself twice now and my stomach and throat hurts. I hate people who harm children in any way I pray that there is a hell so I can see all evil people get what they deserve. This may include my father.
another note I remember being force fed by a teacher also while I was a toddler.
I then did the same thing to my little brother thinking that it was discipline. ( I now realise that this is not discipline and I hate myself for it)
Then my father did it to him while in the high chair, my mother was screaming at my dad 'stop stop stop' I got up and grab his arm and tell him to stop, "Let go of my arm" he repeats to me. I let go and he feeds him one last time. then yells at him (I cannot remember what he says) then leaves. My mother then says 'hug him hug him' I do hug him. IF my memory serves me correct this what happened to my brother. my brother was always bigger than the other kids maybe this is why
Don't force-feed your child, Africa's experts warn – DW – 02/23/2022
The practice of force-feeding babies and toddlers is common in many African countries. Health experts warn that, though this gives adults full control, it can harm a child's development.
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View: https://www.tiktok.com/@.thienduonghoathinh/video/7233402278625971462
I have literally come to tears twice as I have wrote this. I have force fed myself twice now and my stomach and throat hurts. I hate people who harm children in any way I pray that there is a hell so I can see all evil people get what they deserve. This may include my father.
another note I remember being force fed by a teacher also while I was a toddler.
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