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Edmund_Kemper
Disregard my larping efforts. I can’t change it.
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i started at age 11 in 2009
there were some forums in the 90s like arstechnicaFor me it's 2000 and I was a teenager already. I didn't have a way to communicate with anyone before then online or I would've. Talked to many through online games, MSN, AOL and AIM, IRC, ICQ, and many others.
Oh, Yahoo too.
Warcraft 3 is a great game.I would play online games when I was around 10, warcraft 3 was one of my favorites at the time.
how old are you?I didn't have internet until I was 16. Did not start online interaction with strangers until junior year in college.
26how old are you?
Yeah I wasn't interested then. Seeing how people always been shit to me as a child, I always wanted to keep to myself anyway as I just didn't want to deal with the harassment everywhere I went. Already been bullied in school and my escape was video games.there were some forums in the 90s like arstechnica
also email chats were common. go on groups.google.com to see it
why were you bullied?Yeah I wasn't interested then. Seeing how people always been shit to me as a child, I always wanted to keep to myself anyway as I just didn't want to deal with the harassment everywhere I went. Already been bullied in school and my escape was video games.
It was in 2000 I've discovered online gaming which is what led to my road to interacting with people online. If it weren't for games, I would've stayed more in my bubble.
Still remember trying to ask some girls out in those video games. The very first one told me she was a lesbian.
And yes, it was an actual girl as she posted in group chat online back then on a very primitive cam back then. I'm certain she was no lesbian though. Probably could have smelled my weakness back then.
My voice, my size, my looks, my skin colour I know would be one of the reasons as I stood out like an pumpkin in a bunch of bananas.why were you bullied?
what race are you?My voice, my size, my looks, my skin colour I know would be one of the reasons as I stood out like an pumpkin in a bunch of bananas.
Black but I look light. Black traits on light skin do not look good.what race are you?
did black people bully you?Black but I look light. Black traits on light skin do not look good.
Yup. Most of my life I've been mostly around black. Because of how I look though, they never accepted me. Then add my horrible features, my weak sounding voice, being the smallest in almost all the cases, even to some females.did black people bully you?
college does have bullying too.Yup. Most of my life I've been mostly around black. Because of how I look though, they never accepted me. Then add my horrible features, my weak sounding voice, being the smallest in almost all the cases, even to some females.
It was literally like throwing bait in a pond of hungry piranhas. This continues all the way into high school and only stopped in college because by then I tried to not talk to anyone in college.
Tried talking to some of the girls there which did those pity smiles but then distance themselves away from me, but by then I was used to it.
Now people in general and my distant family wonder why I stay inside all the time now and just play video games.
I don't know, maybe because since I was fucking small people treated me like shit and the only people who don't treat me like shit is people who don't know who I am online or video game characters?
Maybe that's the fucking reason?
Who would've thought. A dog would not want to go next to someone that beat it to death every time it came near to the person. You expect me to continue to get bullied until I get old and die? Is that what they want?
Fuck them.
Fuck all of them.
Oh I know. I just did not interacted with anyone. I went to my classes and I went home. I did not stick around.college does have bullying too.
Holy shit you're 22 and idolizing killers already?i started at age 11 in 2009
whats BBS?in 1996 I played my first deathmatch on Doom II through a person I met on a BBS, in 1997 I was able to have internet in my home. although I was not a teenager, I was already 20 years old.
Fuck I was really doomed from the start, I started playing this game at age 4-5 or soI would play online games when I was around 10, warcraft 3 was one of my favorites at the time.
whats BBS?
Did you get to talk with people in foreign countries with BBS?a bulletin board system (BBS) is a computer or an application dedicated to the sharing or exchange of messages or other files on a network. originally an electronic version of the type of bulletin board found on the wall in many kitchens and work places, the BBS was used to post simple messages between users. The BBS became the primary kind of online community through the 1980s and early 1990s, before the World Wide Web arrived.