Incels.is - Involuntary Celibate

Like for real in highschool I played with toy cars legos/transformers with my younger sister and did not care about girls. (sure I fapped but that was it) when I entered uni at 18 I felt like a CHILD while some of my peers were experimenting with sex/relationships. (I legit played with transformers/toys etc.) then at 21-23 I felt like I was in highschool when everyone was getting internships. Now at 24 when i start working I NOW feel like a freshman/sophomore in uni.

-what the fuck is wrong with me? (I faced abuse/trauma as a lad and was fed ritalin at 7 so IDK maybe this is arrested development)