ThePlagueDoctor
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Honestly I’m just lying in bed and thought about life when I was in elementary and middle school.
I remember a time when people weren’t literally disgusted with my face, a time when I could fit in with the other kids with my appearance alone. It was wonderful getting invited to movies and just hanging out with people.
Then puberty hit me.
My face became a fucking horrendous mess, my acne worsened and I began seeing patches of dead skin on myself. They didn’t go away and they were really itchy. These patches were everywhere, my face, scalp, back, ears, hands, and private regions had these patches. I later learned that this was called psoriasis.
People noticed this and began to avoid me, and after being blackpilled, I’m not surprised. I’m disgusting to look at.
After this autoimmune disease destroyed my appearance, people stopped initiating conversations with me or inviting me to social gatherings. It’s brutal having that taken away from you.
Now, people only talk to me if we’re forced into a group project or something, when I can tell they’d rather work with literally anybody else.
Honestly it’s so annoying that I could’ve been a regular kid who hangs out with my peers but my genetics have forced me to rot in my room.
God damn it.
I remember a time when people weren’t literally disgusted with my face, a time when I could fit in with the other kids with my appearance alone. It was wonderful getting invited to movies and just hanging out with people.
Then puberty hit me.
My face became a fucking horrendous mess, my acne worsened and I began seeing patches of dead skin on myself. They didn’t go away and they were really itchy. These patches were everywhere, my face, scalp, back, ears, hands, and private regions had these patches. I later learned that this was called psoriasis.
People noticed this and began to avoid me, and after being blackpilled, I’m not surprised. I’m disgusting to look at.
After this autoimmune disease destroyed my appearance, people stopped initiating conversations with me or inviting me to social gatherings. It’s brutal having that taken away from you.
Now, people only talk to me if we’re forced into a group project or something, when I can tell they’d rather work with literally anybody else.
Honestly it’s so annoying that I could’ve been a regular kid who hangs out with my peers but my genetics have forced me to rot in my room.
God damn it.