Convergence
brazilian spergcel
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In highschool, due to my awkward autistic personality + hormones, I acted very much like a hyperactive kid, so people would not treat me seriously even when I was trying to be logical. At that point I didn't blame them at all, because it was cringy as fuck, but...
Fast forward nowadays in college. Despite being a (much) better version of myself in highschool, lots of people still don't take me seriously and act like I was a biddable beta. Once, I was really high and asked a guy in my class whether he respected me, to which he said a straight "no". He even pointed out one of our colleagues and how he respected him professionally, as if he couldn't even respect me in this regard. As a poorcel who tries to overcome my inertia at uni to at least get out of my country and cope by first-worldmaxx, I felt truly insulted, as if my efforts were tossed aside.
Fast forward nowadays in college. Despite being a (much) better version of myself in highschool, lots of people still don't take me seriously and act like I was a biddable beta. Once, I was really high and asked a guy in my class whether he respected me, to which he said a straight "no". He even pointed out one of our colleagues and how he respected him professionally, as if he couldn't even respect me in this regard. As a poorcel who tries to overcome my inertia at uni to at least get out of my country and cope by first-worldmaxx, I felt truly insulted, as if my efforts were tossed aside.