It's funny my father gaslights me and blames me for not knowing anything at ages I should know something but since he went to prison and he's got his own problems considering he had me young he's not mature enough to take some responsibility on me, the excuses of "oh well you have a phone use the Internet to learn" is stupid because I never knew what was a valuable skill to know especially since I'm growing up in a world where laziness is allowed and you can just hire people to take you anywhere and get you your groceries for you and ect., so I thought why would I learn such a thing if I can put it off onto somebody else, to be honest all I learned was shitty facts nobody could give a fuck about unless it's in a certain liberal arts profession that's niche like history or science, but nothing major like medical shit or anything big, so idk, I grew up an autist unable to understand social cues and have difficulty comprehending things, nobody in my family understood it, I grew up mostly staying inside because nobody really had a problem with me go outside unless it was an errand or I couldn't stay alone in the house. Whatever.
