So for a few days I have been having issues with a group of students at the beginning of the day. Usually before the bell rings everyone gets in their social groups and talks about whatever the fuck. I sit in the same spot everyday alone with my hood up and my headphones in listening to music. I look either like a potential shooter, or an autistic dweeb. Kids usually laugh at me when I'm like this and these members of a particular group of "cool kids" who are useless stoner faggots sometimes try to give me a hard time. It all went in full swing for a while when one of these clowns who I share a gym period with started running his mouth because I was talking to myself about something and the kid got all up in my face edging me on to "swing on him" knowing for a fact I won't throw the first punch, not just because I don't wanna get suspended. But also because the way my district works is if you get into 3 fights, you're expelled from the district as a whole. They put this rule in place because it was always the same few kids getting in fights. I already have one fight on my record which is a separate thread for another day, meaning I get one free pass, but a 6 day suspension most likely, because my first fight I got 3 days off.
Anyways I don't do jack ball shit and I go on some rant about school shooters being justified and I end up in the office, I talk my way out of it and the kid gets suspended for one day. When I come to school after the suspension he and his friends just stare at me and laugh, all cocky and shit. I ignore them because I couldn't care any less, and I am usually used to such things. Later these kids would start throwing shit at me like bottles and I would chuck them back at them telling them to fuck off, they would just laugh and eat it. and they would stop for a while before doing something else. Just the day before yesterday I think, one of the kids had a splatter of what I hope was milk all over his hoodie and I commented on it, this fucking shitskin started running his mouth about how I like dick up my ass, meanwhile the faggot had suspicious white fluid all over him.
Just today I had enough, I kept on thinking about done to me and I kicked down a school trashcan near them, these fuckers had the nerve to ask me "what the fuck is your problem?!" when I literally sit alone every fucking day and my only social interactions being people treating me like shit. I've literally had people try to start a conversation with me and I would engage and then some how I would be the social punching bag. Today I also had a mental breakdown in last period where I slammed my phone down and yelled "FUCK THIS SCHOOL". The whole classroom went quiet and I walked out for a while, wasting about 15 minutes of my time walking around the school with my hood up before coming back to grab my stuff because I was in the wrong class somehow.
Lmao, I have had people literally cause a problem with me in class and then ask me "whats your problem?" so many times. This one fat fucking band kid reject who everyone thinks is a weird ass bitch was running his mouth about how much of a pussy I am and I kicked a desk and walked out and asked me why I was mad, like bro what? I kept on telling him to fuck off as I walked out.
In conclusion I plan to either sometimes randomly force outburst I have been holding back and to get extremely pissed off when someone provokes me. This will of course make people think I'm a hothead, even though despite treating me like shit literally everyday. I have like 1 friend who barely talks to me and the majority of people I talk with usually are just acquaintances in which I am the punching bag of the group in. I honestly only sometimes put up with this stuff because its the only social interaction I can even get.
Anyways I don't do jack ball shit and I go on some rant about school shooters being justified and I end up in the office, I talk my way out of it and the kid gets suspended for one day. When I come to school after the suspension he and his friends just stare at me and laugh, all cocky and shit. I ignore them because I couldn't care any less, and I am usually used to such things. Later these kids would start throwing shit at me like bottles and I would chuck them back at them telling them to fuck off, they would just laugh and eat it. and they would stop for a while before doing something else. Just the day before yesterday I think, one of the kids had a splatter of what I hope was milk all over his hoodie and I commented on it, this fucking shitskin started running his mouth about how I like dick up my ass, meanwhile the faggot had suspicious white fluid all over him.
Just today I had enough, I kept on thinking about done to me and I kicked down a school trashcan near them, these fuckers had the nerve to ask me "what the fuck is your problem?!" when I literally sit alone every fucking day and my only social interactions being people treating me like shit. I've literally had people try to start a conversation with me and I would engage and then some how I would be the social punching bag. Today I also had a mental breakdown in last period where I slammed my phone down and yelled "FUCK THIS SCHOOL". The whole classroom went quiet and I walked out for a while, wasting about 15 minutes of my time walking around the school with my hood up before coming back to grab my stuff because I was in the wrong class somehow.
Lmao, I have had people literally cause a problem with me in class and then ask me "whats your problem?" so many times. This one fat fucking band kid reject who everyone thinks is a weird ass bitch was running his mouth about how much of a pussy I am and I kicked a desk and walked out and asked me why I was mad, like bro what? I kept on telling him to fuck off as I walked out.
In conclusion I plan to either sometimes randomly force outburst I have been holding back and to get extremely pissed off when someone provokes me. This will of course make people think I'm a hothead, even though despite treating me like shit literally everyday. I have like 1 friend who barely talks to me and the majority of people I talk with usually are just acquaintances in which I am the punching bag of the group in. I honestly only sometimes put up with this stuff because its the only social interaction I can even get.
