RageFuel Incel trait: In childhood you felt pain in the stomach area when you thought about going to school

[Meus]

It's really hard to describe, but it was definitely a shitty feeling. I also had a twitching eye and restless arms/legs. Crazy what stress can do to you.

A bullied childhood is maybe literally as much stress to the body as a war to an adult.

Think about it: You are surrounded by a tribe that doesn't want you and actively hates you and fucks with you. In nature you can simply go away. In school you have to tolerate fucking everything. This may trick the body into feeling that you could very well be murdered, because this is what would have happened in a natural environment, so unbelievable stress.

School is literally the most unnatural thing in the world. Even peasants in the middle ages didn't have to endure being tortured by an enemy tribe 6-8 hours every damn day. I think I unironically got PTSD since I had extreme sleep problems in teenagerhood.

 

[mentally lost cel 1]

It's really hard to describe, but it was definitely a shitty feeling. I also had a twitching eye and restless arms/legs. Crazy what stress can do to you.

A bullied childhood is maybe literally as much stress to the body as a war to an adult.

Think about it: You are surrounded by a tribe that doesn't want you and actively hates you and fucks with you. In nature you can simply go away. In school you have to tolerate fucking everything. This may trick the body into feeling that you could very well be murdered, because this is what would have happened in a natural environment, so unbelievable stress.

School is literally the most unnatural thing in the world. Even peasants in the middle ages didn't have to endure being tortured by an enemy tribe 6-8 hours every damn day. I think I unironically got PTSD since I had extreme sleep problems in teenagerhood.

Only high school, I’m diagnosed with ptsd and sleep problems because of high school trauma and shit,

 

[Fat Link]

I think I heard somewhere that the stomach pain is a result of your body literally trying to make you shit so as to empty out your bowels before a fight so you’re not distracted by anything during the fight.

Makes sense since in ZOG Clown World schools are more gladiator academies/humiliation centers than actual institutions of learning as they are so often portrayed.

 

[IchWillSterben]

I always felt headache and severe anxiety before going to school

 

[BummerDrummerOG]

I know that stomach feeling tbh I felt it all the time. Now I don’t as much, maby because A: my stress receptors are busted/I’m more tolerant or B: my life has been easier

probably a mix of the 2 tbh. Fuck school everyone was a retard and I don’t remember a single one of their names

 

[Deleted member 5712]

I think a lot of incels can claim their lives can be seen and split in two halves
1) Before puberty
2) After puberty

Reason I say this is because as a child I loved going to school. Just ask my parents. They would drive me to school and I would get super annoyed when they dropped me off to school late because that means I didn't have any time to talk to my friends before the bell rang and I also didn't have time to do my morning school rituals like give hugs to my teachers & such. I was such a good and wholesome student in elementary school.

But I started puberty early at age 10. That's when things turned for the worst. I started looking at porn and around 12 is when I really started getting into girls. 12+ when I started being shy and awkward around girls yet yearned to be with them is when I can say there was a definitive shift in my life. Going to school started to be bothersome. Hard to do schoolwork or study when you are thinking about fucking a pure little girl 24/7. Doesn't help the majority of girls in my school wore skirts with no protection underneath. You could see their ass cheeks and sometimes a peek of pubic hair or lip if she was sitting a certain way. I remember being 13 in middle school and seeing my first thong. A girl would twirl in her skirt and she was proud to tease guys that she had a thong on. In high school it just got worse. Then in college is when I hit rock bottom and stopped going altogether. I couldn't handle it. No friends to talk to. No girls to help me release my frustrations. I used to workout everyday to try and keep my frustrations low but there is only so much gym you can do before you get frustrated that everything you are doing is not working and you now have all this T built up inside you that has no way to get out.

So before 10 is when I loved school and was excited to wake up in the morning. 10-12 was a pivotal stage in my life where, if I was normal, I should have been hanging out with friends after school and playing games with girls (Truth or Dare. Spin the bottle. Doctor) to build up the necessary relations and experience needed for a successful Teenagehood. But that never happened for me. I started looking ugly. I got super hairy really quickly. Nobody wanted to be my friend anymore. Only thing left to do was watch porn after school. That left me in a shitty situation where I wasn't allowed to be with anybody 13+ and it was just a snowball effect until college. Year after year it kept getting progressively worse. The "It gets better" meme doesn't work for Incels. Nothing in my life is getting better as I age. I want to go back but even I know if I did that nothing would change because life is all about genetics. Even if I went back it would probably just hurt me more knowing whatever I do in my lifetime that I was just doomed to be foreveralone. Nothing I could have ever done will change that. Because I wasn't born with the right looks.

 

[KillMeWithFire]

Very high IQ post

 

[Deleted member 34160]

At 25 i still have nightmares about school

ive never been happier than the last day of highschool ,knowing it was all finally over

 

[Deleted member 33805]

School traumatized me for life. No recovering from that.

 

[guardcel]

Wearing a hoodie everyday to hide how fucking fat and disgusting you are even if it is 90+ out

 

[Deleted member 34301]

I always had that. In fact the first two years of highschool I would always have a stomach ache when my mom drove me and my brother to school

 

[Meus]

Wearing a hoodie everyday to hide how fucking fat and disgusting you are even if it is 90+ out

High school made me fat. I wasn't fat before like 12.

Btw bullying releases cortisol and cortisol literally slows down fat burning and increases storing it. So I would always be careful before judging a person based on their looks/weight, you never know what they went through. This of course doesn't apply to foids who are just slobs.

I know that stomach feeling tbh I felt it all the time. Now I don’t as much, maby because A: my stress receptors are busted/I’m more tolerant or B: my life has been easier

probably a mix of the 2 tbh. Fuck school everyone was a retard and I don’t remember a single one of their names

Yeah same with the stress receptors. When you are older you aren't as sensitive anymore but maybe also because bullying decreased. Adults rarely insult you to your face, they fuck in other more subtle ways with you, but they aren't aggressive right to your face like children are.

 

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[Sportbro]

High school made me fat. I wasn't fat before like 12.

Btw bullying releases cortisol and cortisol literally slows down fat burning and increases storing it. So I would always be careful before judging a person based on their looks/weight, you never know what they went through. This of course doesn't apply to foids who are just slobs.

I got fat just as I started puberty
Your theory kinda holds up

 

[Brazilian_Incel]

Wearing a hoodie everyday to hide how fucking fat and disgusting you are even if it is 90+ out

Can relate, but in my case, it was to hide how fucking skinny I was (And still am)

 

[erenyeager]

It's really hard to describe, but it was definitely a shitty feeling. I also had a twitching eye and restless arms/legs. Crazy what stress can do to you.

A bullied childhood is maybe literally as much stress to the body as a war to an adult.

Think about it: You are surrounded by a tribe that doesn't want you and actively hates you and fucks with you. In nature you can simply go away. In school you have to tolerate fucking everything. This may trick the body into feeling that you could very well be murdered, because this is what would have happened in a natural environment, so unbelievable stress.

School is literally the most unnatural thing in the world. Even peasants in the middle ages didn't have to endure being tortured by an enemy tribe 6-8 hours every damn day. I think I unironically got PTSD since I had extreme sleep problems in teenagerhood.