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For those who Escortcel. Made a thread about it in looksmax in off-topic.
1. Taking 2 days to 3 days to psychologically & physically prepare yourself for a mere 15 to 30 minute physical act like say running a marathon.
2. Trying to make everything as perfect as possible knowing this is going to be your possible last ever event.
3. Your adrenalin rising & your blood pressure sky rocketing. Your sudden levels of anticipation for your only bit of copemaxing.
4. The anxiety you feel like not being able to perform or not thinking you'll get it right or where it's criminalized the fear & terror of being arrested & your mug shot posted.
5. Then there's that sudden build up of do I or don't I go through with this right here & right now.
6. During the act. Trying to be a pleaser & give her the best sex she's ever had. Knowing in the back of your mind the Is ever omnipresent.
7. Then during the act trying to also last out longer than she did or trying not to come to soon since you're inexperienced as well as trying to get in as much pornstar moves or tender loving care you can find. Savouring every moment. Knowing you'll have to save up for more.
8. After the act. Being drained of energy. Feeling anticlimatic, feeling cheated by life & society & hoping that you'll be able to make up that money to be able to see that one or another again.
The end. Not sure what you make of it but it struck a chord with me as these are my experiences.
1. Taking 2 days to 3 days to psychologically & physically prepare yourself for a mere 15 to 30 minute physical act like say running a marathon.
2. Trying to make everything as perfect as possible knowing this is going to be your possible last ever event.
3. Your adrenalin rising & your blood pressure sky rocketing. Your sudden levels of anticipation for your only bit of copemaxing.
4. The anxiety you feel like not being able to perform or not thinking you'll get it right or where it's criminalized the fear & terror of being arrested & your mug shot posted.
5. Then there's that sudden build up of do I or don't I go through with this right here & right now.
6. During the act. Trying to be a pleaser & give her the best sex she's ever had. Knowing in the back of your mind the Is ever omnipresent.
7. Then during the act trying to also last out longer than she did or trying not to come to soon since you're inexperienced as well as trying to get in as much pornstar moves or tender loving care you can find. Savouring every moment. Knowing you'll have to save up for more.
8. After the act. Being drained of energy. Feeling anticlimatic, feeling cheated by life & society & hoping that you'll be able to make up that money to be able to see that one or another again.
The end. Not sure what you make of it but it struck a chord with me as these are my experiences.