I have such a bad experience with the word "ugly" back when I was bluepillmaxxing during highschool, that the word used to literally trigger me PTSD. Not even joking. Trying to be social and talk to girls in highschool is one of the most dangerous things you can do as a genetically unattractive male for your sanity.
Even though I was bluepilled at the time, being called ugly by anyone caused such intense dread and pain for me that I'd think about it for weeks.
My so called "friends" group, which contained two facially attractive chads, called me ugly often. The two chads called me ugly a lot, but not as much as the two normies in the group. It hurt me so much, especially after I was called ugly by my first crush. I cried in my room for hours.
Its funny because these chads were the most rotten, narcassistic, and fucked up people, yet that never seemed to matter to females.
I was called ugly by a few other girls later on in highschool, with each time being just as painful. Even on instagram, people who argued with me in the comments would call me ugly in my DMs. One of them who turned out to be a chadlite even apologized afterwards, but the damage was already done. I wanted to kill myself.
Due to gaslighting from my peers, it took me a while to realize how over it was for me. I'm surprised I didn't see the truth from the beginning, with all my facially attractive friends having consistent sex and female attention. Meanwhile, ugly guys like me rotted alone.
Even though I was bluepilled at the time, being called ugly by anyone caused such intense dread and pain for me that I'd think about it for weeks.
My so called "friends" group, which contained two facially attractive chads, called me ugly often. The two chads called me ugly a lot, but not as much as the two normies in the group. It hurt me so much, especially after I was called ugly by my first crush. I cried in my room for hours.
Its funny because these chads were the most rotten, narcassistic, and fucked up people, yet that never seemed to matter to females.
I was called ugly by a few other girls later on in highschool, with each time being just as painful. Even on instagram, people who argued with me in the comments would call me ugly in my DMs. One of them who turned out to be a chadlite even apologized afterwards, but the damage was already done. I wanted to kill myself.
Due to gaslighting from my peers, it took me a while to realize how over it was for me. I'm surprised I didn't see the truth from the beginning, with all my facially attractive friends having consistent sex and female attention. Meanwhile, ugly guys like me rotted alone.
