Incel Trait?: Anhedonia

[Deleted member 28708]

I don't go outside when not necessary, I literally don't do anything at all, I just LDAR, everything else is not LDAR, feels like torture, I don't have an hobby, I don't watch movies, read book, play games, I just kill time/waste my life. I actually want to do thing but they are literal torture, I can't even post good text because of this.

How's your anhedonia level, mine is at rock bottom levels, I don't even post on .co, @foidologist have the same join date with me, and he has 10k post, while mine is barely 2k.

Tagging user who might can relate @Lebensmüder @Gymcelled @your personality @Meus @turbocuckcel_7000

 

[FamilyGuy1999]

Cope Time

 

[Deleted member 28903]

Actually I have 15k but the mods stole 3k from me

 

[Deleted member 28708]

Actually I have 15k but the mods stole 3k from me

nigga I'm 8 days older then u

 

[Meus]

I'm already dead inside. I just wait for my body to decay.

That spark that makes us humans? It's gone.

 

[Deleted member 28708]

That spark that makes us humans? It's gone.

Pretty much this.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

i've ldar'd for a year easily, but i found a passion eventually, it's not easy though

normie motivation = almost entirely romance and fuckin

 

[AmIjustDreaming]

copes become mundane after awhile then you're just stuck inside your 4 walls. no friends, no family, etc. even drugs are getting old lmao, there is no escape except suicide

 

[Mainländer]

I'm sorry you have reached that point. It only happens to me sometimes, luckily it doesn't last long. I still experience pleasure with certain activities.

 

[Deleted member 28708]

but i found a passion eventually

elab?

normie motivation = almost entirely romance and fuckin

Friends, life with no regrets, gfs etc. How they can't be motivated?

 

[Deleted member 28903]

nigga I'm 8 days older then u

I'm a sewercel with 81 days online though.

 

[Deleted member 28708]

copes become mundane after awhile then you're just stuck inside your 4 walls. no friends, no family, etc. even drugs are getting old lmao, there is no escape except suicide

Eventually, you'll rot your brain successfully beyond repair.

I'm sorry you have reached that point. It only happens to me sometimes, luckily it doesn't last long. I still experience pleasure with certain activities.

Were you like this, if yes, how did you escape?

 

[AmIjustDreaming]

Eventually, you'll rot your brain successfully beyond repair.

i know but i gave up a long time ago

 

[Deleted member 32502]

No tribe. If you were living with other humans you wouldn't even think about it. Your days wouldn't be so mundane and meaningless. You would be occupied and share fun moments with other humans. Social animal without social life no wonder you are not functioning correctly.

 

[Mainländer]

Were you like this, if yes, how did you escape?

Sometimes I just get disheartened with everything and feel like doing nothing at all. I usually escape through brainstorming new ways of doing something interesting I haven't done before in a game, etc.

 

[Babica Yaga]

I have hobbies, but I don't really get (emotional) fulfillment from them, only short term pleasure. Only a redo of my teen years could fulfill me and get me out of this state, and since this isn't an option unless someone builds a time machine, it's fucking over.

 

[Deleted member 28708]

i know but i gave up a long time ago

Me too brocel.

No tribe. If you were living with other humans you wouldn't even think about it. Your days wouldn't be so mundane and meaningless. You would be occupied and share fun moments with other humans. Social animal without social life no wonder you are not functioning correctly.

Imagine being a normal human being, I always forget that lives, they always do something, meanwhile I've been rotting for 4 years, nothing happens expect being insulted by normies and other some minor shit. We're truly living in a different universe.

Sometimes I just get disheartened with everything and feel like doing nothing at all. I usually escape through brainstorming new ways of doing something interesting I haven't done before in a game, etc.

Never let yourself reach these points.

I have hobbies, but I don't really get (emotional) fulfillment from them, only short term pleasure. Only a redo of my teen years could fulfill me and get me out of this state, and since this isn't an option unless someone builds a time machine, it's fucking over.

I do the same with childhood games.

 

[Total Imbecile]

I dont know, I feel like I can still be happy sometimes but it gets overshadowed within milliseconds by thoughts how I dont have a gf

Like if I experience an ounce of happiness I immediately think how I dont have a gf so I have no reason to be happy and so I become sad again

Literally nothing but a gf can make me happy at this point

 

[Deleted member 27768]

I just kill time/waste my life

So relatable

 

[Lebensmüder]

I don't go outside when not necessary, I literally don't do anything at all, I just LDAR, everything else is not LDAR, feels like torture, I don't have an hobby, I don't watch movies, read book, play games, I just kill time/waste my life. I actually want to do thing but they are literal torture, I can't even post good text because of this.

How's your anhedonia level, mine is at rock bottom levels, I don't even post on .co, @foidologist have the same join date with me, and he has 10k post, while mine is barely 2k.

Tagging user who might can relate @Lebensmüder @Gymcelled @your personality @Meus @turbocuckcel_7000

Am definetely anhedonic when it comes to eating/drinking, I don't like food, I like to refuse myself pleasure when it comes to eating/drinking, for example I prefer going to bed hungry despite wanting something to eat (just as a way to show myself the triumph of my will), during working I also think that not eating increases discipline/aggressiveness. But am hedonistic in other regards; am definetely lustful, I spent money on hentai/sex magazines. I also enjoy some stuff in life like sightseeing/hiking/photography and listening to (film) music to a certain degree, but not as much as years ago. I still plan stuff about them, like noting where I found something or sharing the pictures with people I meet on the Internet (like this forum/discord).

i've ldar'd for a year easily, but i found a passion eventually, it's not easy though

normie motivation = almost entirely romance and fuckin

Completely true and hope the passion lasts, man.

I have hobbies, but I don't really get (emotional) fulfillment from them, only short term pleasure. Only a redo of my teen years could fulfill me and get me out of this state, and since this isn't an option unless someone builds a time machine, it's fucking over.

Same tbh. Have some hobbies (like photography/hiking/zoology), but only get short-term rushes out of them. Long term fascination isn't existent anymore. I have to switch all the time.

 

[Deleted member 32502]

Imagine being a normal human being, I always forget that lives, they always do something, meanwhile I've been rotting for 4 years, nothing happens expect being insulted by normies and other some minor shit. We're truly living in a different universe.

Yes. We are subhuman garbage. We are not even living. We are existing. Human beings do shit with each other. They don't even notice how time flies by when they are together. They laugh, talk, smile, listen, play, move and have fun. It can't be compared to subhuman existing. Staring at a screen all day and posting here until some day you stop breathing.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

Friends, life with no regrets, gfs etc. How they can't be motivated?

cope that i'll complete a big coding project and make some money

Completely true and hope the passion lasts, man.

thanks broheim

 

[proudweeb]

I go to work, go home then do nothing. Pretty much just use this site, jewtube, talk to like 2 people on discord. Once in a while I assemble enough willpower to watch anime or play a game.

 

[Deleted member 28708]

cope that i'll complete a big coding project and make some money

thanks broheim

Damn based, at least you're having a good time.

I dont know, I feel like I can still be happy sometimes but it gets overshadowed within milliseconds by thoughts how I dont have a gf

Like if I experience an ounce of happiness I immediately think how I dont have a gf so I have no reason to be happy and so I become sad again

Literally nothing but a gf can make me happy at this point

If even right now, I had a gf, I don't have the social capabilities to keep her, I can't even do humans thing, how could I have a gf, so surreal.

So relatable

Brutal.

Am definetely anhedonic when it comes to eating/drinking, I don't like food, I like to refuse myself pleasure when it comes to eating/drinking, for example I prefer going to bed hungry despite wanting something to eat (just as a way to show myself the triumph of my will), during working I also think that not eating increases discipline/aggressiveness. But am hedonistic in other regards; am definetely lustful, I spent money on hentai/sex magazines. I also enjoy some stuff in life like sightseeing/hiking/photography and listening to (film) music to a certain degree, but not as much as years ago. I still plan stuff about them, like noting where I found something or sharing the pictures with people I meet on the Internet (like this forum/discord).

Completely true and hope the passion lasts, man.

Same tbh. Have some hobbies (like photography/hiking/zoology), but only get short-term rushes out of them. Long term fascination isn't existent anymore. I have to switch all the time.

Same, I was eating so much back then, even eating stopped being joyful that I lose 20 kg, other than, your brain is still doing good.

Yes. We are subhuman garbage. We are not even living. We are existing. Human beings do shit with each other. They don't even notice how time flies by when they are together. They laugh, talk, smile, listen, play, move and have fun. It can't be compared to subhuman existing. Staring at a screen all day and posting here until some day you stop breathing.

And we're the guilty ones, like we're prefer to live like this.
I can't even think about other human beings, they probably doing something every fucking day, imagine that, something different every day, no doubt that I can't do productive things either, they are used to use their brain, meanwhile, I'm trapped inside 4 walls like a prisoner.

I go to work, go home then do nothing. Pretty much just use this site, jewtube, talk to like 2 people on discord. Once in a while I assemble enough willpower to watch anime or play a game.

I've never used discord tbh.

 

[your personality]

I don't go outside when not necessary, I literally don't do anything at all, I just LDAR, everything else is not LDAR, feels like torture, I don't have an hobby, I don't watch movies, read book, play games, I just kill time/waste my life. I actually want to do thing but they are literal torture, I can't even post good text because of this.

How's your anhedonia level, mine is at rock bottom levels, I don't even post on .co, @foidologist have the same join date with me, and he has 10k post, while mine is barely 2k.

Tagging user who might can relate @Lebensmüder @Gymcelled @your personality @Meus @turbocuckcel_7000

Having a smaller number of posts isn't a bad thing imo. Can relate to everything not relating to LDAR being torture. It gets worse imo the more you read short snippets online and whenever you do any other attention span reducing activities regularly.

That's one reason why LDARing in the long term can be pretty damaging ig you do it while you are still young and can't retire.

 

[HyperVersager_4EVER]

I just LDARmaxx too. Dropout with no hope, no future, no hobby, no passions. I just await death.

 

[Deleted member 28708]

Having a smaller number of posts isn't a bad thing imo. Can relate to everything not relating to LDAR being torture. It gets worse imo the more you read short snippets online and whenever you do any other attention span reducing activities regularly.

That's one reason why LDARing in the long term can be pretty damaging ig you do it while you are still young and can't retire.

That's the case basically, after a while, you're hitting a point with no return, brutal that you share the same feelings, everything could be better if we were treated better at formative years, imagine that, no gf still, but at least we would had a life.

I just LDARmaxx too. Dropout with no hope, no future, no hobby, no passions. I just await death.

Last stage of LDAR, nothing you can do about at this point, void awaits.

 

[coldmachinery]

I think anhedonia is a meme, or it misses the shot somehow. I can enjoy things, it's a complete lack of desire or drive to do anything enjoyable that ruins me. It was always this way though, I did things to fill the vaccum. If someone asked me as a kid what I wanted to do, I'd just give them the deer in the headlights. It works as a child because you can default to playing video games or something, as an adult it gets worse because the default activities don't do it for you anymore.

 

[Deleted member 28708]

I think anhedonia is a meme, or it misses the shot somehow. I can enjoy things, it's a complete lack of desire or drive to do anything enjoyable that ruins me. It was always this way though, I did things to fill the vaccum. If someone asked me as a kid what I wanted to do, I'd just give them the deer in the headlights. It works as a child because you can default to playing video games or something, as an adult it gets worse because the default activities don't do it for you anymore.

That's what I meant, lack of joy leads to lack of motivation.

 

[coldmachinery]

That's what I meant, lack of joy leads to lack of motivation.

I see it in reverse. Sort of.

 

[LOLI BREEDING]

same. ldar and some vidya is all I'm capable of. soon getting out of bed at all will be a major inconvenience. I will probably die in my 40s if I haven't roped by then
no reason to do anything when the world is shit and no foid to raise a family with

 

[Sheepcel]

I don't even have the motivation to get out of bed unless I wagecel, I used to be an artcel & even wanted to learn music too but eventually lost all interest when I realized that it really doesn't matter if I don't have anyone to share it with.
& I don't & never will (because I'm an autistic freak who's literally rejected by the whole of humanity.
I even managed to moneymaxx from Crypto but I still feel nothing, because again, I'm still alone at the end of the day & none of my accomplishments will even matter with no one else to remember them.
I honestly don't even want friends/a gf anymore. I've accepted that it's over & pushed those unrealistic fantasies out of my mind.
At this point all I want to do is be alone. Isolating myself from soyciety & living in a cottage in the woods is honestly the only way to actually maintain the small shreds of dignity I have left at this point.
That is to say; I feel you brocel. I feel......

 

[proudweeb]

same. ldar and some vidya is all I'm capable of. soon getting out of bed at all will be a major inconvenience. I will probably die in my 40s if I haven't roped by then
no reason to do anything when the world is shit and no foid to raise a family with

but what about anime loli ?

 

[Sheepcel]

I go to work, go home then do nothing. Pretty much just use this site, jewtube, talk to like 2 people on discord. Once in a while I assemble enough willpower to watch anime or play a game.

My boss at work asked me what I did with my free time, I told him the truth "nothing" he literally didn't believe me.
Normies are literally incapable of knowing or even processing actual despair, actual isolation.
The knowledge that they actually are alone, & unlovable & will be for the rest of their lives...the feeling of having their will to live actively sucked out of their bodies into the unforgiving void, the literal death of their souls.
The extinguishing of their "spark" as @Meus put it.
At this point I honestly don't know if I ever had one

 

[proudweeb]

My boss at work asked me what I did with my free time, I told him the truth "nothing" he literally didn't believe me.
Normies are literally incapable of knowing or even processing actual despair, actual isolation.
The knowledge that they actually are alone, & unlovable & will be for the rest of their lives...the feeling of having their will to live actively sucked out of their bodies into the unforgiving void, the literal death of their souls.
The extinguishing of their "spark" as @Meus put it.
At this point I honestly don't know if I ever had one

i tell normies i like beer, football, and renovating my residential domicile. About all I have in common with them. They don't know bout my anime collection

 

[Sheepcel]

i tell normies i like beer, football, and renovating my residential domicile. About all I have in common with them. They don't know bout my anime collection

I've literally been told that I'm a "black hole" by multiple different people all my life (or most of it, I lost my will to live at 12 honestly)
People comment on how depressed I am, how it brings them down. Good. That actually makes me happy. Fuck them, I'm not going to feign joy the benefit of anyone else, especially when they've never done anything for me.
Life isn't sunshine & rainbows & I want them to know that I'm the physical manifestation of total societal rejection. I want them to for once in their lives to self-reflect, to contemplate, to think about how I & others got here & that perhaps they could be the blame.
I want them to tremble in fear of the idea that they could one day turn into someone like me.
If all I have to do to ruin someone's day is not smile & talk about my miserable existence, then hell yeah!
(inb4 DIS IS Y U DONT HAVE FRENS INKWELL for any normie lurkers, how do you suppose we even got to this point in the first place? Perhaps it's the way that you personally treat unwanted low-valued males? How are misanthropes made? What sort of experiences would lead them to their conclusions)
My point is fuck the normies, they literally made us the way we are. They deserve to experience the same suffering they've inflicted onto us our entire lives, at least if only for a moment

 

[Deleted member 28708]

I've literally been told that I'm a "black hole" by multiple different people all my life (or most of it, I lost my will to live at 12 honestly)
People comment on how depressed I am, how it brings them down. Good. That actually makes me happy. Fuck them, I'm not going to feign joy the benefit of anyone else, especially when they've never done anything for me.
Life isn't sunshine & rainbows & I want them to know that I'm the physical manifestation of total societal rejection. I want them to for once in their lives to self contemplate, to think about how I & others got here & that perhaps they could be the blame.
I want them to tremble in fear of the idea that they could one day turn into someone like me.
If all I have to do to ruin someone's day is not smile talk about my miserable existence, then hell yeah!
(inb4 DIS IS Y U DONT HAVE FRENS INKWELL for any normie lurkers, how do you suppose we even got to this point in the first place? Perhaps it's the way that you personally treat unwanted low-valued males? How are misanthropes made? What sort of experiences would lead them to their conclusions)
My point is fuck the normies, they literally made us the way we are. They deserve to experience the same suffering they've inflicted onto us our entire lives, at least if only for a moment

Never forget, normies are killing themselves in corona lockdown.
JFL this was my entire life.

 

[Sheepcel]

Never forget, normies are killing themselves in corona lockdown.
JFL this was my entire life.

They've literally stolen our entire lives away from us. & now the powers that be have decided to do the same to them. It honestly feels so good.
Perhaps the is a God after all & this is actually his divine punishment onto the normans for their abuse of the lower castes (us)
Or maybe we're just ruled by power hungry megalomaniacs who've finally decided to consolidate their power.
Either way they deserve every single thing they get, & more. I hope they burn in nuclear fire.
& maybe if we're lucky, enough of us will survive in order to take back our rightful places at the top (Most intellectuals/scientists/geniuses are actually Incels, in fact The Patriarchy was made by & for Incels to keep Chads & holes in check & enable Civilization to be born)

 

[Deleted member 28708]

They've literally stolen our entire lives away from us. & now the powers that be have decided to do the same to them. It honestly feels so good.
Perhaps the is a God after all & this is actually his divine punishment onto the normans for their abuse of the lower castes (us)
Or maybe we're just ruled by power hungry megalomaniacs who've finally decided to consolidate their power.
Either way they deserve every single thing they get, & more. I hope they burn in nuclear fire.
& maybe if we're lucky, enough of us will survive in order to take back our rightful places at the top (Most intellectuals/scientists/geniuses are actually Incels, in fact The Patriarchy was made by & for Incels to keep Chads & holes in check & enable Civilization to be born)

A world with just autists, dream world. Normies are disease.

 

[your personality]

That's the case basically, after a while, you're hitting a point with no return, brutal that you share the same feelings, everything could be better if we were treated better at formative years, imagine that, no gf still, but at least we would had a life.

All negative social experiences are cumulative damage after bad formative years tbh

 

[OwlGod]

anhedonia is just a step above death.
I am essentially a zombie, always has been.

I think anhedonia is a meme, or it misses the shot somehow.

it's not, but you'd need a chemical "assault" to your brain, or even physical brain damage.

 

[LOLI BREEDING]

but what about anime loli ?

I rarely watch anime tbh

 

[Insanitycel]

I don't go outside when not necessary, I literally don't do anything at all, I just LDAR, everything else is not LDAR, feels like torture, I don't have an hobby, I don't watch movies, read book, play games, I just kill time/waste my life. I actually want to do thing but they are literal torture, I can't even post good text because of this.

How's your anhedonia level, mine is at rock bottom levels, I don't even post on .co, @foidologist have the same join date with me, and he has 10k post, while mine is barely 2k.

Tagging user who might can relate @Lebensmüder @Gymcelled @your personality @Meus @turbocuckcel_7000

relate

A world with just autists, dream world. Normies are disease.

based

 

[BANG]

yes everything is shitty now, i cant find a good cope

 

[Animecel2D]

I can hardly enjoy anything

 

[Gymcelled]

I can hardly enjoy anything

 

[Deleted member 23712]

nigga I'm 8 days older then u

Over for grammarcels

 

[proudweeb]

Over for grammarcels

lol

 

[simply_over]

Yup my anhedonia is pretty bad. Nothing interests me, nothing gives me dopamine. I just lay in bed all day on my phone sitting on Instagram or jewtube. Its over.

 

[SoloAlex]

I can hardly enjoy anything

Same. It’s hard to enjoy anything when your basic social- and sexuelneeds are not fulfilled. Humans are not supposed to live like we do.