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First of all, I would like to say that I'm new here and don't really know how it works here, but I'll just throw a metaphorical fishing rod into the sea and see what results from it.
The only thing that saves me from absolute loneliness is my Chad brother and my cousins, who are also all absolute Chad's and cheat on their Stacey friends with other Staceys and i am jealous of them.
They all look above average, as our parents also have super genes, while for some inexplicable reason I didn't get any of them.
When they go out on the weekend, sometimes they go without me and sometimes they take me with them.
[UWSL]I don’t want to go with them anymore. [/UWSL]
[UWSL]they threat me like a nothing. [/UWSL]
[UWSL]When they are talking and I take part in the conversation, then no one will respond to my statements as if I would not be heard.[/UWSL]
Instead, someone else just throws in another topic and everyone starts discussing it.
The funny thing is that I got used to talking very loudly because I used to think I was just talking too softly, but now I know that I just don't have any charisma at all, so I don't even attract attention, when i speak.
What arrogance it must be that they hear me but don't feel the need to answer me and instead just keep talking to each other as if I didn't even exist.
I consciously made the habit of speaking loudly, but it doesn't make any difference.
Even when I yell at them, they pretend they didn't hear me, and when the other person says something in a softly tone, then everyone responds and starts discussing it, as if he had said something very clever, even though they are just empty words, which are accompanied by other empty words as "answers".
If they then lure whole groups of women to our table in the bar, talking about irrelevant things (your IQ sinks when you hear their conversation’s), then they all flirt greedily and hungrily with each other and I am then deliberately overlooked and ignored by the women and the men.
Does anyone know that problem?
The only thing that saves me from absolute loneliness is my Chad brother and my cousins, who are also all absolute Chad's and cheat on their Stacey friends with other Staceys and i am jealous of them.
They all look above average, as our parents also have super genes, while for some inexplicable reason I didn't get any of them.
When they go out on the weekend, sometimes they go without me and sometimes they take me with them.
[UWSL]I don’t want to go with them anymore. [/UWSL]
[UWSL]they threat me like a nothing. [/UWSL]
[UWSL]When they are talking and I take part in the conversation, then no one will respond to my statements as if I would not be heard.[/UWSL]
Instead, someone else just throws in another topic and everyone starts discussing it.
The funny thing is that I got used to talking very loudly because I used to think I was just talking too softly, but now I know that I just don't have any charisma at all, so I don't even attract attention, when i speak.
What arrogance it must be that they hear me but don't feel the need to answer me and instead just keep talking to each other as if I didn't even exist.
I consciously made the habit of speaking loudly, but it doesn't make any difference.
Even when I yell at them, they pretend they didn't hear me, and when the other person says something in a softly tone, then everyone responds and starts discussing it, as if he had said something very clever, even though they are just empty words, which are accompanied by other empty words as "answers".
If they then lure whole groups of women to our table in the bar, talking about irrelevant things (your IQ sinks when you hear their conversation’s), then they all flirt greedily and hungrily with each other and I am then deliberately overlooked and ignored by the women and the men.
Does anyone know that problem?
