So on saturday I was at a bar with supposedly 3 of my friends, one of which just recently got out of rehab, so we wanted to celebrate. Little did I know, one of them brought his ex gf with him (he is ultimately getting cucked, they are still spending time together but she has partners while he returns to being incel) but that's not the interesting part.
This ex gf brought 3 of her friends along, without telling anybody. 2 of which I already knew, and hate to the core. I always resign and do something else when I know these particular thots will be there, because we've already had several bad arguments and I don't want to sperg out in front of them again in front of other people. The 3rd one I didn't know, she was really beautiful I'll give her that, but guessing from the fact that she is friends with 2 literal abominations of female satans, she is very likely to be just as bad as them.
One of the 2 foids said 'shut up' as soon as I greeted my first friend. I know they don't like me, just wouldn't expect them to be that rude. I was able to ignore that, and everything went okay for a while. We had some drinks, I didn't talk to them. Sometimes she asked me to lift something up or give her a cigarette, but I declined. Apart from that there was barely any conversation between us.
They soon started talking about guys and their slutty behavior. I hate witnessing something like that, because they don't know I'm Incel and woldn't even give a fuck if they knew, but it's like telling a starving man what you ate today. I hoped that they would eventually stop or that I could distracted myself by talking to my friend from rehab and the other 2, because my phones battery was dead. But from time to time I would always catch up on little pieces of the conversation.
I was getting pretty drunk, and they would not stop occasionally saying something that provoked me. At this point my memory is extremely blurred. I just remember that they said something like 'oh you know when you did that guy' or some shit like that to each other, which made me burst out, throwing money at them for the drinks I've had, kick a chair to the street, and then storm off.
2 of my friends stood up and wanted to make me stay, grabbing me at the arms. I was already yelling at them that they should just let me leave. When they didn't let go off me, I screamed something along the lines of 'I'm gonna kill all of these whorechildren" multiple times, becoming louder each time I said it. They let go off me and I walked home.
I was really wanting to get coke to numb my feelings and feel worth something at least for some hours, I just smoked one and then fell asleep. My room looked like a bomb exploded in it, and apparently I was pretty loud while smoking on the balcony because I called a friend. I remember none of that.
The next morning, my friends said I'd need some aggression regulation and asked me what I took apart from alcohol, sort of ridiculing me. 2 of them didn't really care after all in the end they said, one of them was being a huge pussy about it, even defending these thots. He is an obese far left whiteknight, gladly I see him only like once per month. But he also told me that someone asked if they should call the police of because what I said.
This kind of scares me, but in the end I think they've earned it. Usually I do not show this behavior towards people, but when I drank too much and something bad is happening to me I can become really aggressive. If I knew they were there, I wouldn't have come there in the first place, and when I was there already, din't want to walk off full autist because ugly foids were at the table.
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This ex gf brought 3 of her friends along, without telling anybody. 2 of which I already knew, and hate to the core. I always resign and do something else when I know these particular thots will be there, because we've already had several bad arguments and I don't want to sperg out in front of them again in front of other people. The 3rd one I didn't know, she was really beautiful I'll give her that, but guessing from the fact that she is friends with 2 literal abominations of female satans, she is very likely to be just as bad as them.
One of the 2 foids said 'shut up' as soon as I greeted my first friend. I know they don't like me, just wouldn't expect them to be that rude. I was able to ignore that, and everything went okay for a while. We had some drinks, I didn't talk to them. Sometimes she asked me to lift something up or give her a cigarette, but I declined. Apart from that there was barely any conversation between us.
They soon started talking about guys and their slutty behavior. I hate witnessing something like that, because they don't know I'm Incel and woldn't even give a fuck if they knew, but it's like telling a starving man what you ate today. I hoped that they would eventually stop or that I could distracted myself by talking to my friend from rehab and the other 2, because my phones battery was dead. But from time to time I would always catch up on little pieces of the conversation.
I was getting pretty drunk, and they would not stop occasionally saying something that provoked me. At this point my memory is extremely blurred. I just remember that they said something like 'oh you know when you did that guy' or some shit like that to each other, which made me burst out, throwing money at them for the drinks I've had, kick a chair to the street, and then storm off.
2 of my friends stood up and wanted to make me stay, grabbing me at the arms. I was already yelling at them that they should just let me leave. When they didn't let go off me, I screamed something along the lines of 'I'm gonna kill all of these whorechildren" multiple times, becoming louder each time I said it. They let go off me and I walked home.
I was really wanting to get coke to numb my feelings and feel worth something at least for some hours, I just smoked one and then fell asleep. My room looked like a bomb exploded in it, and apparently I was pretty loud while smoking on the balcony because I called a friend. I remember none of that.
The next morning, my friends said I'd need some aggression regulation and asked me what I took apart from alcohol, sort of ridiculing me. 2 of them didn't really care after all in the end they said, one of them was being a huge pussy about it, even defending these thots. He is an obese far left whiteknight, gladly I see him only like once per month. But he also told me that someone asked if they should call the police of because what I said.
This kind of scares me, but in the end I think they've earned it. Usually I do not show this behavior towards people, but when I drank too much and something bad is happening to me I can become really aggressive. If I knew they were there, I wouldn't have come there in the first place, and when I was there already, din't want to walk off full autist because ugly foids were at the table.
don't hit me with tl;dr this is a story don't act like you don't have the time to read it goldfishattentionspancel
