There was this girl, she was white, cute and chubby. She had zero friends and was always alone, acted a little bit kiddy because of how bubbly and ecstatic her personality was and she seemed to lack social awareness to a degree but I found her cute nonetheless, I knew she had to be on the spectrum to some degree.
I often wondered what would it be like if I tried with her because clearly no other guys were begging to get with her and no one seemed to pay her any mind. She did things that would be quite off putting things to normies, like I remember her being at a school dance and she was dancing all alone while smiling and singing.
I remember one time I was in class with her and these mean thuggish niggers made a joke about me liking her for no reason. And she said awkwardly “wait what?”, but it was in an uncomfortable way. That dissuaded me from ever trying with her. But then something else would happen that would give me the confidence again.
There was one class I had with her, and these annoying niggers kept playing loud sounds, I guess that was one of her autistic triggers because she then started covering her ears and would beg them to stop but they wouldn’t listen and would tell her to shut up, she eventually ended up going on a rampage and screaming and crying and throwing things at the main nigger that was causing the situation. He was gonna go beat her up but he got held back.
After that incident I decided to email her through the school email to check on her and try to sweeten her up after that situation, my mindset was that since we’re both loner weirdos I would’ve had a chance, how naive I was.
I sweet talked her for a bit through out the day but was initially too afraid to approach her irl, she would stare at me strangely often if she saw me in the hall or in class.
This would go on for days and then I eventually confessed over email and then asked for her number. She responds with “oh wow!” Then gives me her number.
We would text throughout the day but she didn’t seem too interested. I would eventually ask her to rate my looks on a scale of 1 - 10, she said 8 but claimed she didn’t go for looks ( JFL ). I don’t believe she was actually attracted to me.
Anyways this went on for some days but then I eventually had the courage to actually approach her at lunch as she always sat alone. I walked over to her table and sat next to her. It was so fucking awkward. We both said hi and she seemed uncomfortable.
I then pulled out a large bag of m&ms and she actually ate them, I thought maybe that would make her more comfortable but it didn’t work. I tried to talk about things she liked like Minecraft and stuff but she didn’t seem too into talking to me and would look noticeably uncomfortable with an awkward smile and tone. We kind of just sat there quietly after that.
After this we just continued texting and nothing happened, I didn’t approach her again because of how weird it felt. And eventually we had a field trip and she didn’t even sit next to me and chose to sit next to some tall sped quiet guy. Although they didn’t say anything to each other. I eventually stopped messaging her.
What’s your thoughts on this story if you made it this far?
I often wondered what would it be like if I tried with her because clearly no other guys were begging to get with her and no one seemed to pay her any mind. She did things that would be quite off putting things to normies, like I remember her being at a school dance and she was dancing all alone while smiling and singing.
I remember one time I was in class with her and these mean thuggish niggers made a joke about me liking her for no reason. And she said awkwardly “wait what?”, but it was in an uncomfortable way. That dissuaded me from ever trying with her. But then something else would happen that would give me the confidence again.
There was one class I had with her, and these annoying niggers kept playing loud sounds, I guess that was one of her autistic triggers because she then started covering her ears and would beg them to stop but they wouldn’t listen and would tell her to shut up, she eventually ended up going on a rampage and screaming and crying and throwing things at the main nigger that was causing the situation. He was gonna go beat her up but he got held back.
After that incident I decided to email her through the school email to check on her and try to sweeten her up after that situation, my mindset was that since we’re both loner weirdos I would’ve had a chance, how naive I was.
I sweet talked her for a bit through out the day but was initially too afraid to approach her irl, she would stare at me strangely often if she saw me in the hall or in class.
This would go on for days and then I eventually confessed over email and then asked for her number. She responds with “oh wow!” Then gives me her number.
We would text throughout the day but she didn’t seem too interested. I would eventually ask her to rate my looks on a scale of 1 - 10, she said 8 but claimed she didn’t go for looks ( JFL ). I don’t believe she was actually attracted to me.
Anyways this went on for some days but then I eventually had the courage to actually approach her at lunch as she always sat alone. I walked over to her table and sat next to her. It was so fucking awkward. We both said hi and she seemed uncomfortable.
I then pulled out a large bag of m&ms and she actually ate them, I thought maybe that would make her more comfortable but it didn’t work. I tried to talk about things she liked like Minecraft and stuff but she didn’t seem too into talking to me and would look noticeably uncomfortable with an awkward smile and tone. We kind of just sat there quietly after that.
After this we just continued texting and nothing happened, I didn’t approach her again because of how weird it felt. And eventually we had a field trip and she didn’t even sit next to me and chose to sit next to some tall sped quiet guy. Although they didn’t say anything to each other. I eventually stopped messaging her.
What’s your thoughts on this story if you made it this far?
