Iranianoldcel
Lonely Old Man
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- May 21, 2021
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Every fucking time i get motivated to do something, somethig gets in the way. It could be me remembering I'm a subhuman and no one will ever want me(the fact that the main biological purpuse is to reproduce); it could be that my brain capacity has maxed out and I can't learn or improve my skills(ADHD and ocd also plays a role) The fact that I'm in my 30's and can't find a well paying job because I'm an unskilled useless piece of shit.
Not to mention that I still live with my parents because of horrible economical situation and I every time I try to be consistent with self improve, some family related issue gets in the way and destroys the cycle.
Honestly I can't think of any other option than suicide as an oldcel. I'm just wasting time on this planet.
Just the feeling I get whenever I see someone else mogs me physical wise and intelligence wise makes me even more certain of my genetic inferiority.
I'm just tired.
Not to mention that I still live with my parents because of horrible economical situation and I every time I try to be consistent with self improve, some family related issue gets in the way and destroys the cycle.
Honestly I can't think of any other option than suicide as an oldcel. I'm just wasting time on this planet.
Just the feeling I get whenever I see someone else mogs me physical wise and intelligence wise makes me even more certain of my genetic inferiority.
I'm just tired.