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She has probably understood I'm a subhuman by now but just think how pathetic I would look if she knew I'm here. It's ridiculous how the girl I saw as joke has an upper hand over me and would get an even upper one if she found out my activity here. JFL at life.
I keep thinking about it. How subhuman I look to her. She is so repulsed by me. While she had sex and life I just decayed and became even worse than I was before since I didn't have the essential pussy to help me maintain myself.
It's not the "don't appreciate something until you lose it" mentality. It's about not understanding the situation. I will give an example. Imagine being in a starvig country and having a loaf of bread on you. You do not know that the country is starving and that bread is priceless so you throw it away because you want better food. It was the same ting in my situation. I did not know how the dating/sex dynamics worked and how high the price of pussy was so i just decided to pass on on that date because I thought I would get a better one. And of course, despite being blackpilled and aware of the importance of femoids, I got nothing.
I keep thinking about it. How subhuman I look to her. She is so repulsed by me. While she had sex and life I just decayed and became even worse than I was before since I didn't have the essential pussy to help me maintain myself.
It's not the "don't appreciate something until you lose it" mentality. It's about not understanding the situation. I will give an example. Imagine being in a starvig country and having a loaf of bread on you. You do not know that the country is starving and that bread is priceless so you throw it away because you want better food. It was the same ting in my situation. I did not know how the dating/sex dynamics worked and how high the price of pussy was so i just decided to pass on on that date because I thought I would get a better one. And of course, despite being blackpilled and aware of the importance of femoids, I got nothing.