I day dream a lot about what I may do if I looksmaxx, but not straight up fantasize about anything outside of my reach. Otherwise it'd be suifuel that I'll never have it tbh. The day my looksmaxxing plan fails I'll rope. I have nothing going for me, its not just that I'm ugly which is in itself a death sentence, I also have a shit family, no friends... tbh.
If it comes to it, I'll rope in my apartment, alone, having miserably and pathetically failed at life, and my body will be found months after and only bc I'll stop paying rent, and everybody will know I'm a worthless loser including my bullies from school
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