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I just have to keep going...
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I changed my avi to be angry to reflect how I feel.
I am angry that this world is this way. But I am also angry at myself that I cannot overcome the pointlessness of my life and to move beyond it to better myself as a person to grow as an individual. Maybe it won't matter in the end. Maybe it is all pointless and meaningless. But I sure as fuck won't find out from where I am now. Because if I stay where I am now then I might as well rope already as I know for certain nothing will change.
I bought a mandarin course online I will learn that and go SEA or China and live there. If I can't do that; If I don't motivate myself enough then I rope. Fuck this shit it's over.
I am angry that this world is this way. But I am also angry at myself that I cannot overcome the pointlessness of my life and to move beyond it to better myself as a person to grow as an individual. Maybe it won't matter in the end. Maybe it is all pointless and meaningless. But I sure as fuck won't find out from where I am now. Because if I stay where I am now then I might as well rope already as I know for certain nothing will change.
I bought a mandarin course online I will learn that and go SEA or China and live there. If I can't do that; If I don't motivate myself enough then I rope. Fuck this shit it's over.