aspercel01
No surgerry for autism
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- Joined
- Mar 1, 2024
- Posts
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Lately (last few weeks) I just coom way too much, even multiple times a day. But then I constantly feel drained, and am unable to do anything. I cant even aply for a fucking job at wagedonnalds. Fuck this. I just coom all day, since the mornin, so then I feel even more depressed, so I do nothing all day, so I cant sleep, so therefore Im watching porn and coom till 2 AM, so Im tired and depressed the next day, and cycle repeats. How am I supposed to make money to live by myself, not with my cucked family, to afford copes and potentially a surgerry. Not even they (my family) respect me anymore because of what kind of a looser have I become. And, honestly, I cant even blame them for this. I just rot all day in my room, that I share with 2 sisters (b4 you comment, they arent whores, 100% I know it) , have bad grades at school, why cant I do anything? Why am I sauch a lazy fucking piece of shit? Im running out of money to afford copes and playing tcgs at tournaments. I havent in fact even attended tournamments properly since pre-covid, since through covid I have become even more associal. Sometimes I feel like I have nothing. And Im not even low IQ I believe. Just a lazy failiure. How to reverse it? I dont want to rope once Im 30. And Im youngcel, Im 19 now. I feel like Im wasting my youth. And I know I wont pull with my sperg brain, at least till I hopefully ascend through surgerry one day. But the money for surgerry aint gona make themselfs. I have to. But how, when I just rot and 'am destroing my brain with porn and tt and yt blackpill brainrot.