Blackpill I'm such a shitty human

[Cuyen]

I began to realize that I'm not a sane person. I know it for a long time but now it comes all clear. I put all my behaviors together and see that I'm such a piece of shit.

Incel community is probably only place where I'm being honest with people. and outside of it, I'm just a fucking narcissistic. I lie people constantly, I try to manipulate them and all that kind of behavior I once thought was normal. I'm a self-centered cunt actually. I usually don't give a fuck people's problems and whenever there's someone willing to help me I just let them down and I know that's bad, but that's just how my nature works. Honestly, this is just tiring tbh. I'm getting tired of myself constantly and just try to find something to cope with. I feel like I have two characters in me, one is that I know and the other one is I don't want to know and he is just a piece of shit, not a nice person at all. and he did everything to damage my life.

I don't know if there's a name to this stuff but it is what is it.

 

[Deleted member 24256]

darktriadmaxxing

 

[Deleted member 25274]

It’s your personality

 

[based_meme]

I believe the colloquial term for this is "asshole."

 

[Sleeper]

Chadian personality tbh famalam smh

 

[Deleted member 19236]

I have an horrible personality tbh I wouldnt like to live around myself

 

[78980n]

Does this mean that you've changed your view that the bullying you used to do was not positive? Or is that unrelated to this

 

[Cuyen]

Does this mean that you've changed your view that the bullying you used to do was not positive? Or is that unrelated to this

I still don't support my behavior but it is what is it tbh yeah I was such an asshole

 

[ihaveno1]

It’s what yrs of inceldom does to u

 

[Mewcel]

The biggest shame is being powerless, if I were to acquire it I'd abuse it

 

[78980n]

I still don't support my behavior but it is what is it tbh yeah I was such an asshole

Oh, I mistyped my question, I meant to ask if you've changed your view that your bullying was positive (instead of not positive), since you said in another thread you was doing it to toughen them up or something. But my question is answered anyways

 

[Justdone]

ya sound bipolar to me due to loneliness and shit so you became aggressive in ya behavior to act like ya have more when you really lost more. Ya ain’t a natural dark triad person ya just trying to defend yourself.

 

[PerpetualOutsider]

Nihilism is only natural at this point

 

[AmIjustDreaming]

Nihilism is only natural at this point

 

[Cuyen]

ya sound bipolar to me due to loneliness and shit so you became aggressive in ya behavior to act like ya have more when you really lost more. Ya ain’t a natural dark triad person ya just trying to defend yourself.

I was like that for my whole life even when I was kid, younger and there were lot of friends around me

 

[Deleted member 25274]

I was like that for my whole life even when I was kid, younger and there were lot of friends around me

Over from the start

 

[kikecel]

I feel like im kind of like you in a way.
I dont really care about people but myself.
guess its our PERSONALITY rite?

 

[Operation Miranda]

That's what years of isolation and no affection from women do to you man

 

[TheHopefulBeliever]

Chadian personality tbh famalam smh

*is an infiltrator*

 

[Cybersex is our hope]

darktriadmaxxing

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

It’s your personality

 

[Deleted member 25274]

I see

 

[modern_grendel]

I began to realize that I'm not a sane person.

I am able to hold it together to give off the appearance of sanity in most situations, but I know i have some screws loose.

 

[BrapZilian]

its more convenient to be that way

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

That's ok

 

[Deleted member 21227]

It’s your personality

 

[Ticcel]

Well you experience guilt. Like other users have said, maybe this isn’t your natural state. Maybe bad past experiences have turned you into something you’re not. Maybe your current personality developed as a way to cope with your environment early on. Maybe it’s time to work through those old memories and past experiences through meditation or whatever. Idk

 

[Yerberito]

It’s your personality