No teen love = loser for life
Me too, me not existing has more value than me existing.
Very true.
Yeah, thats when my life was decided. I just didn't know it yet. I submitted to bullying multiple times. I was afraid to fight so i took it time and again. "Tubbs" they called me, and "loser" and "ugly" and "fatso" and "gay," always in front of laughing girls who then marked you as "undateable garbage" forever after.
When I let myself be branded without defending myself i was doomed to be a loser for life. It follows you. Women can smell the out of whack hormones your body released in stress and suffering, hoping to placate your bullies with a wiff of chemical surrender, which marks you as submissive to a more dominant man. The lack of experience with women means you dont know how to flirt, when to touch, what theyre testing you on. The lack of positive romantic stories means you have no history to discuss that isnt trauma dumping and admitting social defeat. The core memories of your formative years, only knowing sex as something other people do, you (the loser) masturbate to mere fantasies of the pretty girls who in real life mate with your tormentor and laugh at your humiliation...youre nothing, and women will always know it
To you youngins reading--always fight your bullies and stand up for yourself. Dont let yourself be made a fool of, dont ever let women see you surrender in fear to another mans will. Always assert your right to respect. Otherwise youll end up like me: unloved + unnoticed, old + obese, infinitely inferior... Its a compounding problem the older you get. If people know youre an easy mark, you become the punching bag and before you know it, youre the go-to guy to get pantsed or have their bag zip-tied shut or their head shoved in the toilet anytime someone gets the idea.
Ive accepted that the only way i get to be around women, see them looking pretty, hear their voices and laughter, know sone form of intimacy (even just being the one to handle their waste) is the best i can realistically hope for at this point. They say at my age if it hasnt happened it jyst wont. But i dont want anyone else to be like me: a fat janitor getting off yo the messes I find in women's toilets at the mall, who only talks to women to say "may i please take your trash for you ma'am" to the foodcourt mcdonalds employee and "sorry you had to see/deal with that, ma'am, I'll clean it up right away" to ornery Karens that overflow the toilets.
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