It's Over I’m stuck in my head now

[Justdone]

it’s suicidal awareness month and I’m thinking about various suicidal scenarios in public and I realized if I committed suicide in my own home no one would notice for months. I ain’t even suicidal yet. Like I don’t wish for anyone to do it but I feel like the outsiders (Incel Tear )who dislike/hate us wouldn’t mind or might be happy about one of us killing ourselves cause they associate a few vile post and think we’re all evil and lack empathy for people. I feel like I’m at a state of indifference and like lost the ability to cry or express most emotions ,people say it’s ok to not be ok but like what if your never ok again and committing suicide in public is the only way to express that. Years and years of rejection and social and touch deprivation has led me here and it could lead me to the rope

 

[Lone-Star]

Dont kill yourself in public, your corpse will most definetely end up in some shady gore website.
tbh if I decide to kill myself i'll probably go to the middle of the woods and do it, at least my corpse will feed multiple animals instead of rotting inside a wooden box under the ground.

 

[Justdone]

Jfl I wrote this on two hours of sleep and didn’t break it up into parts