Serious I'm starting to feel numb

[FinnCel]

I don't feel excruciating pain caused by my loneliness.
Instead, I am starting to feel very numb.

Every day is starting to feel the same.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Welcome to my world I don´t feel happy or sad just nothing, everyday for the last 5 years has been the same over and over again.

 

[Deleted member 17419]

How old are you? And yeah been feeling that way for 10 years now. Time goes by so fast now too, its depressing as hell.

 

[Blacktarpill]

If youre on meds, quit them asap

 

[Ghost]

Can totally relate. Its the defense mechanism of the mind kicking in so you don't go mental

 

[Dionysus]

Im very apathetic as well

 

[BrettyBoy]

Life is a bitch.

 

[Blacktarpill]

This can be a sign of major depression but im not that sure

 

[micropenis29]

Welcome to my world I don´t feel happy or sad just nothing, everyday for the last 5 years has been the same over and over again.

 

[FinnCel]

How old are you? And yeah been feeling that way for 10 years now. Time goes by so fast now too, its depressing as hell.

I'm 25

If youre on meds, quit them asap

I used meds before for depression, when I was 14. I lost all feelings completely and I started gaining weight because of them.
Was hard as hell getting used to feeling things again AND losing the weight (went from 130kg to 90kg)

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I'VEEEEEEEE BECOME SO NUMB I CAN'T FEEL YOU THEREEEEEEEE, BECOME SO TIRED SO MUCH MORE AWARE.

 

[Deleted member 16455]

I am starting to feel the same way. Idc about anyone anymore

 

[LitVirgin]

invest in stronger copes or the pain will lead you to rope

 

[HumanTrash]

Happens as you get older, you start to accept your place as a subhuman and it makes the pain somewhat easier to handle in the long run

 

[Deleted member 15752]

I am starting to feel the same way. Idc about anyone anymore

 

[God'sGreatestRegret]

None of us deserve this unfair treatment. But that's life. Whatever happens, happens.

 

[GoonCel]

 

[ihaveno1]

wish this could happen to me, better to feel numb then angry and sad all the time

 

[Mugcuck]

It's better than feeling lonely at least.

 

[Michael15651]

I've noticed that recently as well with me.

 

[Ecstasy]

This is the time where you begin to Matti Saari maxx. Also congrats to over 3k posts man. Haven't been around for some time

 

[FinnCel]

This is the time where you begin to Matti Saari maxx. Also congrats to over 3k posts man. Haven't been around for some time

Thanks, man

Haven't seen you for a while either.
I remember you because of your signature

 

[Ecstasy]

Thanks, man

Haven't seen you for a while either.
I remember you because of your signature

Yeah the signature allows me to chance my profile pic without losing my identity lol

 

[this is hell]

I don't feel excruciating pain caused by my loneliness.
Instead, I am starting to feel very numb.

Every day is starting to feel the same.

me too bro

 

[Lifeisbullshit95]

Welcome to my world I don´t feel happy or sad just nothing, everyday for the last 5 years has been the same over and over again.

Nihilism pill?

 

[Deleted member 8353]

Every day is starting to feel the same.

I know exactly what you mean. It's as if I've been repeating the same day for nearly a decade, over and over again. Except the experience slowly starts to degrade and lose color, nothing feels as enjoyable as it used to, but I can't do anything else, I can't pick a different day to live within.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Nihilism pill?

Yes I am an existential nihilist but that isn´t why I "feel" what I "feel". I have become apathetic about 5 years ago; I was happy as a kid and became depressed and suicidal around age 13-14 and at 20½ my depression went away so it took the sadness with it so no happiness or sadness just nothing.

 

[norcel]

Can totally relate. Its the defense mechanism of the mind kicking in so you don't go mental

I want to go mental. I want to blow some normie kike nigger brains out. I want to plow down every foid in 10 mile radius with a van.

 

[Deleted member 11032]

I'VEEEEEEEE BECOME SO NUMB I CAN'T FEEL YOU THEREEEEEEEE, BECOME SO TIRED SO MUCH MORE AWARE.

I was wondering how soon this would be posted ngl.

 

[Lifeisbullshit95]

Yes I am an existential nihilist but that isn´t why I "feel" what I "feel". I have become apathetic about 5 years ago; I was happy as a kid and became depressed and suicidal around age 13-14 and at 20½ my depression went away so it took the sadness with it so no happiness or sadness just nothing.

Sounds like ascending tbh

 

[Heroic Crusader]

You are finally in the acceptance phase boyo. Feeling numb is better than constant pain and suffering

 

[Wonder]

Same here, apathy is stronger than feelings of pain.

 

[Guest2]

Can totally relate. Its the defense mechanism of the mind kicking in so you don't go mental

 

[Deleted member 16640]

I've been the same way. Im neither happy or sad. I just feel blank all the time, with very little emotion. I hardly ever get excited when good things happen, and when bad things happen it rarely phases me.

Maybe its good in some ways but i do wish i could feel pleasure and excitement more easily than I do.

 

[Insomniac]

Same bro, I feel dead inside. Nothing brings me joy anymore.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Sounds like ascending tbh

How is that ascending?

 

[Atavistic Autist]

The opposite has happened with me. I've recently gone from feeling numb and depressed all the time to experiencing a wild fluctuation of emotions. In a timespan of 15 minutes, intense anger can shift to intense sadness and then to intense happiness. I also tend to become very paranoid.

This is making me crazy, or perhaps is already evidence of insanity, but I ultimately prefer chaos to being dead inside.

 

[Lifeisbullshit95]

How is that ascending?

for me to feel nothing is ascending

 

[Deleted member 16608]

Better to be numb than suicidal and depressed.

 

[Adolf_Hitler]

 

[InMyCellInHell]

I've been numb for a few years now. I used to have things bother me a lot more than I do. I just accept that life is doomed and that most people are worthless subhuman backstabbers and consumerist robots. At least we understand each other here.

 

[Braincel14w]

This can be a sign of major depression but im not that sure

It was a sure sign of depression for me. Got worse when I started taking depression meds.