Unfortunately I have to study n stuff cuz I need to get job to move out of my tiny flat with famille. The place is tiny and I share a room with young sibling so neeting would b kinda shit after a while.
I still get Shit grades tho. No matter how much I study I always get the same grades. Being just over a pass or just under usually. I used to have average to above average grades but due to bullying ostracization and isolation my brain n stuff has deteriorated and I'm such a dummy now and it's just so sad.
Waste of a life. Wasted talent. Unfulfilled potential.
Try and do everything u can to carry on going to college cuz dropping out is a rlly big deal and you wouldn't want to drop and then change Ur mind in the future. Try and do every possible thing u can to make it bearable before u drop out.
If I was in your position I would see what happens in a couple of weeks/days and if I still felt just as bad I would just tell the school about my situation and, in my case, they would take my side and maybe give me a break for a while and let me work from home possibly, but dunno what it'd b like 4 u
