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UrgyYevhenii
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Every waking moment I’m consciously aware of how ugly I am, and how this is the sole reason I have zero affection from women, and no woman will ever love me.
I’m living my life doing my daily routine, but the pain is nigh unbearable, the absence of physical contact and affection makes me nauseous with negative, dark, gloomy emotion and I feel suicidal again and again.
I’m constantly questioning why I’m still here, if it’s even worth it. I lost my youth, nobody ever wanted me, now I’m in the workforce and will likely physically meet less than 200 women for the rest of my life, there’s no reason at all to suggest they will treat me any better than the previous X amount of women I’ve encountered in life
I’m old and sickly and degenerate. My heart is dead and in ashes, from no love or affection, ever
I’m just sitting here and
Wishing i could sleep and never wake up

I’m living my life doing my daily routine, but the pain is nigh unbearable, the absence of physical contact and affection makes me nauseous with negative, dark, gloomy emotion and I feel suicidal again and again.
I’m constantly questioning why I’m still here, if it’s even worth it. I lost my youth, nobody ever wanted me, now I’m in the workforce and will likely physically meet less than 200 women for the rest of my life, there’s no reason at all to suggest they will treat me any better than the previous X amount of women I’ve encountered in life
I’m old and sickly and degenerate. My heart is dead and in ashes, from no love or affection, ever
I’m just sitting here and
Wishing i could sleep and never wake up