Venting I'm pretty sure I've lost my mind

[gerbmich]

I'm so starved of affection and physical touch that simple daily interactions with foids arouse me. That's nothing new but theres this one thing that makes me believe that I have truly gone insane.
The nougat foid I work with has this cute voice and I'm not exaggerating at all there's no way she doesn't watch anime and sounds like that.
Anyway she doesn't simply say "yes, okay or alright" when I tell her smth she just moans ffs
"Mmh, hm, uhu" in the cutest tone and that throughout the whole fucking conversation.
During breaks I just jerk off in the bathroom and then cry like a little bitch afterwards. I want to die thinking of how pathetic and miserable my life has become.
Has anyone gone through smth similar or is this a good indication for me to finally end it?

 

[Animecel2D]

She speaks that way because she wants you

 

[Meus]

She's flirting with you retard.

 

[gerbmich]

She speaks that way because she wants you

Bro I already got rejected

 

[Animecel2D]

Bro I already got rejected

Rape her, I guarantee she will like it

trust me bro

just imagine her moaning when you force her down and screw her brains out

 

[gerbmich]

She's flirting with you retard.

The whore used me for her daily dose of attention, and then rejected me when I made a move

Rape her, I guarantee she will like it

trust me bro

just imagine her moaning when you force her down and screw her brains out

I swear that's the only thing I've been thinking about lately

 

[gerbmich]

If that's true, over, she's probably just fucking with you
I've been through similar things at my old job, it's brutal. I also jerked off in the bathroom, but more because I'm hypersexual and less because of the female that fucked with me. I also didn't cry after

This made me feel a little better

 

[Deleted member 24297]

I'm so starved of affection and physical touch that simple daily interactions with foids arouse me. That's nothing new but theres this one thing that makes me believe that I have truly gone insane.
The nougat foid I work with has this cute voice and I'm not exaggerating at all there's no way she doesn't watch anime and sounds like that.
Anyway she doesn't simply say "yes, okay or alright" when I tell her smth she just moans ffs
"Mmh, hm, uhu" in the cutest tone and that throughout the whole fucking conversation.
During breaks I just jerk off in the bathroom and then cry like a little bitch afterwards. I want to die thinking of how pathetic and miserable my life has become.
Has anyone gone through smth similar or is this a good indication for me to finally end it?

Feels

This small things like "uhh" , "okayy" , "I think so", "maybeee", "like" "idk lol" are painfully teasing me. Or type "u" instead of "you" and "c" and "plont" instead of "plant' and instead of "see" or "y" instead of "why" and say xd and use c:, D: and ):

Basically talk like a female apu pepe

I sometimes use this typing style myself when writing because Im so lonely and that way I see those words as no foid would talk to me thus type these to me

Absolute torture

Worst is when they say "ya" as affirmation I just completely lose it


Brother Greycel these feelings come from a lifetime of loneliness and exclusion of any form of coexistence in society and any (I mean any) form of interaction with foids and other people starting from toddlerhood. Thats why we notice these miniscule details and see what they represent in rare occassions a foid is forced to interact with us for a few seconds (cassier, waitresses and receptionists) We bond with it , crush on it immediately as a romance on far distance without her knowing. Similar to falling in love with an anime girl. Its the same distance and the same level of reciproricity and affection on her part. A gruesome reminder of residing in another dimension by ourselves for our entire life. As the world to us is watching anime on the computer. We see it from our screen in our dimension but no anime girl or character in the video would ever notice your presence. We arent there. We only see it around us but take no part in it as much as we desire to be. A total disconnect. Yet it is all we will ever have. So we take it.


Torture my friend

Torture

 

[I want to believe]

"Mmh, hm, uhu"

Disgusting.

 

[Izayacel]

Na , das ist ja Mal brutal

Sie hält dich einfach zum Narren da du ja schon aussortiert wurdest aber sie weiß das du an ihr Interesse hast.

 

[Deleted member 24297]

I made these drawings in the hospital

I think you can relate to the existential isolation and suffering from the loneliness (attachments)


My friend I know you feel a black hole in your stomach. A dark pit in your soul.

My friend I know youre running away. But the only solution is

 

[gerbmich]

Feels

This small things like "uhh" , "okayy" , "I think so", "maybeee", "like" "idk lol" are painfully teasing me. Or type "u" instead of "you" and "c" and "plont" instead of "plant' and instead of "see" or "y" instead of "why" and say xd and use c:, D: and ):

Basically talk like a female apu pepe

I sometimes use this typing style myself when writing because Im so lonely and that way I see those words as no foid would talk to me thus type these to me

Absolute torture

Worst is when they say "ya" as affirmation I just completely lose it


Brother Greycel these feelings come from a lifetime of loneliness and exclusion of any form of coexistence in society and any (I mean any) form of interaction with foids and other people starting from toddlerhood. Thats why we notice these miniscule details and see what they represent in rare occassions a foid is forced to interact with us for a few seconds (cassier, waitresses and receptionists) We bond with it , crush on it immediately as a romance on far distance without her knowing. Similar to falling in love with an anime girl. Its the same distance and the same level of reciproricity and affection on her part. A gruesome reminder of residing in another dimension by ourselves for our entire life. As the world to us is watching anime on the computer. We see it from our screen in our dimension but no anime girl or character in the video would ever notice your presence. We arent there. We only see it around us but take no part in it as much as we desire to be. A total disconnect. Yet it is all we will ever have. So we take it.


Torture my friend

Torture

Bro you have a knack for writing,you sum it up so perfectly
What a deep fuckling hole we're in it's so brutal

Na , das ist ja Mal brutal

Sie hält dich einfach zum Narren da du ja schon aussortiert wurdest aber sie weiß das du an ihr Interesse hast.

Wahrhaftig Genosse
Diese verdammte Hure

 

[Deleted member 33833]

You pretty much did, not only that, you are turning into a cuck. I'd feel hate and repulsion if a foid made the move of pretending to be interested in me just to say no and inflate her whore ego.

 

[AbsoluteDeterminism]

Hap

You pretty much did, not only that, you are turning into a cuck. I'd feel hate and repulsion if a foid made the move of pretending to be interested in me just to say no and inflate her whore ego.

Happened to me with a foid at work. And she was one of those fucked up short gamer alt girls

Hap

Happened to me with a foid at work. And she was one of those fucked up short gamer alt girls

But rail thin so she was a hot commodity on tinder, and as a result only fucks with 6’1 and up monsters that I see her invite to work to get me to make a drink for them..

 

[gerbmich]

Hap

Happened to me with a foid at work. And she was one of those fucked up short gamer alt girls

But rail thin so she was a hot commodity on tinder, and as a result only fucks with 6’1 and up monsters that I see her invite to work to get me to make a drink for them..

Fucking brutal

 

[Cope_Time]

Can relate, I always notice these things too.

 

[Emba]

Bro! I found your mind!

It was in the gutter...

Do you want me to mail it to you?