SuicideFuel Im only 20, but im scared that i will be alone for the rest of my life, all i can do is cope harder

[Logic55]

I feel like shit right now, I was bored today, so I went to a seafood restaurant. I ate steak tacos, shrimp tacos, chicken tacos, fish tacos, a plate of cheese nachos dipped in beans, I also drank a bottle of pineapple mexican soda. For desert I drove to a local ice cream shop, and ate nearly 2 pints of chocolate and vanilla ice cream topped with cookie dough globs, brownie chunks, and chocolate syrup. As I was eating my food, my sadness and loneliness went away. I am tired of coping by eating a bunch of food and playing video games. I am back home from eating like shit, now I feel terrible, I feel just as bad as before I started binge eating this morning. I don't wanna live like this forever, I am just rotting slowly. The pain won't go away.

 

[Med Amine]

if you don't ascend by the time you're 23 then you're probably going to spend the rest of your life either virgin or get lucky and betabuxx some roastie

 

[idfklma]

As med amine said you still have time, gymmaxx, leanmaxx, licensemaxx, socialmaxx, talk 2 girls in public do whatever u can. I only have 8 mths before im 23, ur better off than me so far

 

[Logic55]

I would like to eat something from restaurant but there are is too many high tier normies and foids.

Luckily the restaurant was empty, I didn't see any foids or happy couples

 

[Logic55]

doing things alone is ropefuel

Unfortunately, I do everything alone. At my college I sit alone and eat junk food, at my house I watch tv alone, at the beach I watch the sunset alone, in my car I listen to music alone, at restaurants I eat alone at my table, at the store I shop alone. At the park I walk alone. Life Is brutal, do you have the same experiences as me?

 

[Logic55]

no

Good for you

 

[Emba]

There's food for you're face!

 

[ldargoblin]

The sad truth is that females your age are at the absolute peak of their lives, they're like a kid who's let into a toy store and allowed to take whatever he wants. Countless opportunities, parties, tons of friends, simps on social media willing to pay them for nothing, college Chads, older rich Chads. This will go on for at least 7-8 years until they wear out their body. Youngcels and young normies have it tough these days.

 

[Gutless]

Its over 4 u already if youre low inhib enough to order food in public and still no gf.

 

[Logic55]

The sad truth is that females your age are at the absolute peak of their lives, they're like a kid who's let into a toy store and allowed to take whatever he wants. Countless opportunities, parties, tons of friends, simps on social media willing to pay them for nothing, college Chads, older rich Chads. This will go on for at least 7-8 years until they wear out their body. Youngcels and young normies have it tough these days.

I know, it fucking hurts so much, dude

 

[Logic55]

How much do you weigh?

I'm underweight, I am like 110 pounds

 

[Logic55]

Its over 4 u already if youre low inhib enough to order food in public and still no gf.

People in public are not disgusted by my looks I'm just an ordinary guy who has no social life. Even average guys are unable to find a girlfriend. In public, I am just ignored, I am like an invisible ghost that roams the world. Btw, I'm not a normie, I'm a real incel

 

[Gutless]

People in public are not disgusted by my looks I'm just an ordinary guy who has no social life. Even average guys are unable to find a girlfriend. In public, I am just ignored, I am like an invisible ghost that roams the world. Btw, I'm not a normie, I'm a real incel

Same tbh

 

[MrZez]

I feel like shit right now, I was bored today, so I went to a seafood restaurant. I ate steak tacos, shrimp tacos, chicken tacos, fish tacos, a plate of cheese nachos dipped in beans, I also drank a bottle of pineapple mexican soda. For desert I drove to a local ice cream shop, and ate nearly 2 pints of chocolate and vanilla ice cream topped with cookie dough globs, brownie chunks, and chocolate syrup. As I was eating my food, my sadness and loneliness went away. I am tired of coping by eating a bunch of food and playing video games. I am back home from eating like shit, now I feel terrible, I feel just as bad as before I started binge eating this morning. I don't wanna live like this forever, I am just rotting slowly. The pain won't go away.

Boyo, at least you are not ashamed of eating alone in public, i would never be able to do that . I eat alone at home like real incels do

 

[Jake Roberts]

I feel like shit right now, I was bored today, so I went to a seafood restaurant. I ate steak tacos, shrimp tacos, chicken tacos, fish tacos, a plate of cheese nachos dipped in beans, I also drank a bottle of pineapple mexican soda. For desert I drove to a local ice cream shop, and ate nearly 2 pints of chocolate and vanilla ice cream topped with cookie dough globs, brownie chunks, and chocolate syrup. As I was eating my food, my sadness and loneliness went away. I am tired of coping by eating a bunch of food and playing video games. I am back home from eating like shit, now I feel terrible, I feel just as bad as before I started binge eating this morning. I don't wanna live like this forever, I am just rotting slowly. The pain won't go away.

That food sounds pretty good brocel not gonna lie. I love pineapple soda (Jarritos!) and Mexican food so I think I am gonna foodcope soon.

 

[Cletus Longthing]

Accept ur fate

 

[Cletus Longthing]

People in public are not disgusted by my looks I'm just an ordinary guy who has no social life. Even average guys are unable to find a girlfriend. In public, I am just ignored, I am like an invisible ghost that roams the world. Btw, I'm not a normie, I'm a real incel

And when normies discover your non nt personality they get disgusted and start treating u like shit

 

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[goneghost_]

I feel like shit right now, I was bored today, so I went to a seafood restaurant. I ate steak tacos, shrimp tacos, chicken tacos, fish tacos, a plate of cheese nachos dipped in beans, I also drank a bottle of pineapple mexican soda. For desert I drove to a local ice cream shop, and ate nearly 2 pints of chocolate and vanilla ice cream topped with cookie dough globs, brownie chunks, and chocolate syrup. As I was eating my food, my sadness and loneliness went away. I am tired of coping by eating a bunch of food and playing video games. I am back home from eating like shit, now I feel terrible, I feel just as bad as before I started binge eating this morning. I don't wanna live like this forever, I am just rotting slowly. The pain won't go away.

Eating always makes me feel better but I feel insecure after so it’s not really worth it