Fellow SSRI taker here, yeah initially they can make you feel really good but that is short, in the long run you might stop seeing the benefits when the things settle down. You stop the medication because it has no effect. Side effects happen, you start taking the meds again, you feel good initially and the cycle repeats itself. The only real benefit of SSRI is losing libido, you have more control over yourself and won't waste time for foids. Plot twist this is also short lasting, but it can make you start to limerent towards someone. Conclusion: You are screwed and there is no chance of improvement. SSRIs work for those who are already not incels since they take the meds find social groups and relationships get support they need and stop it. Incels like me on the hand, never get the support they need so they get stuck in the loop.