Venting Im numb to porn

[Shabba]

I don't even remember watching much of it years ago when I was young it was usually just anime girls with bigboobs I used to coom to fanservice all the time but I stopped after a while and now I'm trying to enjoy it again I did for a while but after that rush period I kinda force a hard on and rub when I don't even enjoy it I could understand not giving af about fan service anymore since I kinda matured since GRADE 3 but then again real porn will occasionally give me some sort of thoughts and then I'll just lose the boner, maybe it's a truecel or a low T trait.

I do have one type of porn which I literally can't get fucking enough of, train molestation it's gods gift, you feel like you're dominating her when she has no space to fight back and In such a small space and when you co-ordinate the attack you can trap the quiet and submissive female and rub your dick on the soft fabric of her tights as she can do nothing but but wait to get out truly the Japanese make the best stuff, the only problem is that there is so little of it and I'm not particularly a fan of rewatching porn when I do it's usually 2 months apart just to not stale the experience

I'm only 15 and my porn life is over, I can now only desire the real thing. Every time I watch porn trying to squeeze any sensation out of myself ill just start drooling and hump my pillow, I'm growing desperate. If I rape someone will they just sign it off as an immigrant nigger not understanding the rules and the jews can bail me out

My dick is many, my face are none

 

[FuRed]

I've become so numb, I[UWSL] can't feel you there.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]I've b[/UWSL][UWSL]ecome so tired, s[/UWSL][UWSL]o much more aware.[/UWSL]

 

[Deleted member 39103]

I have reached a point where i find more pleasure to be horny & edging than orgasm itself.

Sometimes while im watching porn they get romantic and it ruins completely the mood, i can't deal with the anger i feel and have to do something else.

 

[Mecoja]

Watch porn less often, make longer breaks between faping. I doubt its t problem at 15, teen boys have highest t in their lives.

 

[Saigon Depression]

I've become so numb, I[UWSL] can't feel you there.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]I've b[/UWSL][UWSL]ecome so tired, s[/UWSL][UWSL]o much more aware.[/UWSL]

man of culture, taking me back to 2003

 

[Remaincel]

Exactly the same I must have fapped to porn 100x last week

 

[Caesercel]

I'm only 15

Pls die

 

[unuser]

I fapped almost everyday since I was 13 or 14 (22 now).

I kept walking towards more and more extreme fetishes as expected, but what really frightened me was when I noticed that I was feeling less physical pleasure than before, i.e. my dick's sensibility's dropping.

I'm taking steps towards nofap now, taking progressively longer breaks in between my fappings.

Currently 6 days nofap. Will jerk off today but without porn, then take an 8 days break.

 

[Oroborus]

I've become so numb, I[UWSL] can't feel you there.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]I've b[/UWSL][UWSL]ecome so tired, s[/UWSL][UWSL]o much more aware.[/UWSL]

@Massimo The Lonecel

 

[MARTYRDOM GOD X]

For some reason watching porn typically makes Me feel more violent.

Maybe because I know thats generally what makes foids pussies the most wet