Itsoverboyos
Mixed-Race Goblin
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It has just hit me again that I will turn 20 this summer (end of July) and I have never even been on a date. I asked out numerous girls in high school and in college last semester...fucking nothing. In these nearly two decades that I've been alive no girl was interested in getting to know me romantically. Even when I met a girl or hung out with a girl one-on-one she made sure to clarify that we are friends JFL (yeah I had a few female friends so it's not even that I wasn't NT enough). My teenage years just flew by me...rejection, hurt, bullying is what was the theme through all those years. At this point I am so frustrated I don't even know who to ask or what to do anymore. A part of me has this faint hope that I could still manage to get a date in the next 2 to 3 months. So I can say - as autistic as this may sound - that I had my first date when I was still in my teenage years or at least at 19 just lol. It's funny that people my age have already made out, had longterm relationships, fucked, gotten blowjobs, impregnanted girls and had threesomes > how am I even the same species anymore?!
Even people on here have had dates and told about it. Just RAGE and SUICIDE FUEL
Even people on here have had dates and told about it. Just RAGE and SUICIDE FUEL