Life has become a torment, because I can't organize the information that my brain captures. I have to repeat the same sentence countless times for it to be recorded, and the voice of my reasoning is very slow. This weight is so enormous that if I don't stop masturbating permanently, suicide will be the only way out. Worse than losing the freedom to walk, see or hear, is losing the ability to think. When the brain is unable to execute the mechanical processes that allow thinking, this activity generates intolerable suffering.
