Venting Im literally in tears

[JustNotBeingChad]

So I was talking to this 4/10 foid on whatssap. Once again bluepilled me fell in a honeytrap.
She sends me a "funny video", wich I had send to her 3 weeks before, I point this out and she is like "lol You didnt"
So I explain to her that actually I did, and she denies it, only to later tell me, "if you say u did, maybe its true". as if I were crazy.
So I told her that maybe she didnt listened to me, wich she agreed. She literally said she didnt care what I was showing her and thats why she didn't recall it.
I could not take it anymore and told her how I always I pay attention to the thing she says (and a lot of them are stupid ad boring af) and that it was rude of her to treat me like that. And she told me "well, thats because you are stupid and I really don't care about what you have to say"
I was in shock, I could only block her since I didn't come up with a response.
Then she block me on all social media.
I literally started crying, I don't even think is because this particular incident, but about how right she is: Im stupid for thinking she was a friend, that she was different.
NO FOID HAS A HEART, THEY ARE NOT FRIENDS, THEY ARE SOULESS CREATURES.
And what brings me down even more is that everyone around me thinks the same, that Im stupid and not worth of attention.
I wonder how many personal things I have said to people and they were thinking "this idiot is talking again, he should rope right now" I have just realized that I will never be able to connect with other people, that nobody cares about anything I do. I could die tonight and no one would notice it.
I keep hearing her words inside my head while im sobbing in my room, while she sleeps nice and pacefully.
Probably she even told her stupid friends about the "creepy needy" me.
Not only foids, wich are evil creatures, but everyone around me are pushing and pushing and pushing every day. I had depression for months, I went to therapy, and I started leaving behind my suicide thought only 4 month ago.
I feel really down and hurt, everytime something like this happens, its like every single bad thing in my life comes after me.
I don't want to be here any more.
I want a quiet place.

 

[Deleted member 1224]

My condolences The world can be a cruel place.....

This is why I hate people who come up with "All of you have bad personalities"

 

[FortunateMilkman]

I realized people didn't want me to talk or share what I had to say really early, and now I don't talk at all unless involved beforehand, and even then I try as hard as possible to say as little as possible.

 

[FeminismsCancer]

She was probably WITH her friends and they were all having a good laugh.
Foids should be enslaved.

 

[LebaneseCel]

Women are nothing but vile creatures willing to destroy a man's virtue for validation.

 

[Bonchamps]

It has always broken my heart instantaneously, the few times I have attempted to socialize with girls when I realise that even though I barely know them, I care about there every feel and think of them daily but they probably don't think about me at all let alone empathise with any of my feelings.

 

[Reborn]

So I was talking to this 4/10 foid on whatssap. Once again bluepilled me fell in a honeytrap.
She sends me a "funny video", wich I had send to her 3 weeks before, I point this out and she is like "lol You didnt"
So I explain to her that actually I did, and she denies it, only to later tell me, "if you say u did, maybe its true". as if I were crazy.
So I told her that maybe she didnt listened to me, wich she agreed. She literally said she didnt care what I was showing her and thats why she didn't recall it.
I could not take it anymore and told her how I always I pay attention to the thing she says (and a lot of them are stupid ad boring af) and that it was rude of her to treat me like that. And she told me "well, thats because you are stupid and I really don't care about what you have to say"
I was in shock, I could only block her since I didn't come up with a response.
Then she block me on all social media.
I literally started crying, I don't even think is because this particular incident, but about how right she is: Im stupid for thinking she was a friend, that she was different.
NO FOID HAS A HEART, THEY ARE NOT FRIENDS, THEY ARE SOULESS CREATURES.
And what brings me down even more is that everyone around me thinks the same, that Im stupid and not worth of attention.
I wonder how many personal things I have said to people and they were thinking "this idiot is talking again, he should rope right now" I have just realized that I will never be able to connect with other people, that nobody cares about anything I do. I could die tonight and no one would notice it.
I keep hearing her words inside my head while im sobbing in my room, while she sleeps nice and pacefully.
Probably she even told her stupid friends about the "creepy needy" me.
Not only foids, wich are evil creatures, but everyone around me are pushing and pushing and pushing every day. I had depression for months, I went to therapy, and I started leaving behind my suicide thought only 4 month ago.
I feel really down and hurt, everytime something like this happens, its like every single bad thing in my life comes after me.
I don't want to be here any more.
I want a quiet place.

It is not you in specific. People basically don't give a flying fuck about each other. People just use each other. A relationship is using each other's genitals. You must make this clear to yourself or you will end up being divorce raped and if that happens you are only deserving it because it was you who let it happen. Women are there for you to satisfy your desires. Find ways to manipulate them into letting you use their bodys. That is all it will ever be about for you and anyone else because humans are made that way.

 

[SoCalSuifuel]

So I was talking to this 4/10 foid on whatssap. Once again bluepilled me fell in a honeytrap.
She sends me a "funny video", wich I had send to her 3 weeks before, I point this out and she is like "lol You didnt"
So I explain to her that actually I did, and she denies it, only to later tell me, "if you say u did, maybe its true". as if I were crazy.
So I told her that maybe she didnt listened to me, wich she agreed. She literally said she didnt care what I was showing her and thats why she didn't recall it.
I could not take it anymore and told her how I always I pay attention to the thing she says (and a lot of them are stupid ad boring af) and that it was rude of her to treat me like that. And she told me "well, thats because you are stupid and I really don't care about what you have to say"
I was in shock, I could only block her since I didn't come up with a response.
Then she block me on all social media.
I literally started crying, I don't even think is because this particular incident, but about how right she is: Im stupid for thinking she was a friend, that she was different.
NO FOID HAS A HEART, THEY ARE NOT FRIENDS, THEY ARE SOULESS CREATURES.
And what brings me down even more is that everyone around me thinks the same, that Im stupid and not worth of attention.
I wonder how many personal things I have said to people and they were thinking "this idiot is talking again, he should rope right now" I have just realized that I will never be able to connect with other people, that nobody cares about anything I do. I could die tonight and no one would notice it.
I keep hearing her words inside my head while im sobbing in my room, while she sleeps nice and pacefully.
Probably she even told her stupid friends about the "creepy needy" me.
Not only foids, wich are evil creatures, but everyone around me are pushing and pushing and pushing every day. I had depression for months, I went to therapy, and I started leaving behind my suicide thought only 4 month ago.
I feel really down and hurt, everytime something like this happens, its like every single bad thing in my life comes after me.
I don't want to be here any more.
I want a quiet place.

What a cunt. Only male friendships are worth pursuing, women will turn on you in a blink of an eye.

 

[IsolationHurts]