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Sweetlikecinamon
gookcel
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- Joined
- Aug 13, 2019
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i am nt i dont have social awkwardness.
girls were just repulsed to me when i approached. i have never had sex.
good looking guys had sex for like 6 years faster than me. still i had none.
they can get so many girls.
will be so exciting and fantastic feelings.
i've already lost the youth so even if i do it it will less fullfilling than the people who had it when they were young.
i look so bad.. i just look so bad i can know that.
i wanna end it but my mom will be sad. she's already having harsh life. her entire life was suffering.
why do i deserve this?
i didn't choose to live with this body. i didn't choose to be sad because my mom is suffering.
i can't even run away by shooting myself.
i can't have that good life so at least i wanna give it all up and rest.
why?
why man why.
girls were just repulsed to me when i approached. i have never had sex.
good looking guys had sex for like 6 years faster than me. still i had none.
they can get so many girls.
will be so exciting and fantastic feelings.
i've already lost the youth so even if i do it it will less fullfilling than the people who had it when they were young.
i look so bad.. i just look so bad i can know that.
i wanna end it but my mom will be sad. she's already having harsh life. her entire life was suffering.
why do i deserve this?
i didn't choose to live with this body. i didn't choose to be sad because my mom is suffering.
i can't even run away by shooting myself.
i can't have that good life so at least i wanna give it all up and rest.
why?
why man why.