NeverGetUp36
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My second biggest insecurity after the lack of success with women is my intellect. I constantly feel like I need to prove myself which is one of the reasons why I do things like polyglotmaxxing and making countless plans on how to seem more knowledgeable and "smart"
The thing is intelligence is your pattern recognition and your ability to adapt to new environments, characteristics Im lacking off. I was born retarded and it doesn't fucking matter how many languages I learn, how many books I read, Im always going to slack behind in everything and be seen as a joke because as I have learned over the years, nature always comes through. My nature is a lack of intelligence and high impulsiveness, Im sure many of you here already noticed this, Im shit at arguments even when I have some right ideas, I just cannot ever express myself right, even less so in real life. I still cannot accept the fact I will never be smart no matter how hard I try to mask my disabilities even though that is the ultimate truth. Somebody who is truly naturally intelligent never thinks about intelligence, the fact Im obsessed with it just shows that it is my weak point. Needless to say all of this is slowly but surely destroying me, I can't cope anymore with getting mogged in every area of life.
I think I will rather delusionmaxx at this point
@Starfish you can relate to this for sure unless you are larping
The thing is intelligence is your pattern recognition and your ability to adapt to new environments, characteristics Im lacking off. I was born retarded and it doesn't fucking matter how many languages I learn, how many books I read, Im always going to slack behind in everything and be seen as a joke because as I have learned over the years, nature always comes through. My nature is a lack of intelligence and high impulsiveness, Im sure many of you here already noticed this, Im shit at arguments even when I have some right ideas, I just cannot ever express myself right, even less so in real life. I still cannot accept the fact I will never be smart no matter how hard I try to mask my disabilities even though that is the ultimate truth. Somebody who is truly naturally intelligent never thinks about intelligence, the fact Im obsessed with it just shows that it is my weak point. Needless to say all of this is slowly but surely destroying me, I can't cope anymore with getting mogged in every area of life.
I think I will rather delusionmaxx at this point
@Starfish you can relate to this for sure unless you are larping