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and theres no way its gonna be any other way. Ive been bulking cause im a gymmaxxing coping loser and im probably around 20% bf now so whatever pros my face had before when I was lean are gone and i just look like shit. On dating sites the couple matches i get i dont waste time, i know im not gonna get a date and by the literal miracle if i were to it would not lead 2 sex which is all that matters so literally all my openers r sex related. if i were 2 speak 2 all males out there about this - dont waste time on dating sites. they know what u want and u do too, dont be a cuck saying oh asking 4 sex right away is too much chad does it and gets away with it, the girl ur with should look at u as chad even if ur not and if she doesnt uk she'll just leave u anyways, so dont stoop any lower 2 what u actually want, ur not asking 4 much when it comes 2 casual sex or a one night stand these whores literally get it like theyre buying chips from a vending machine. Bulking really is feeling like a long arduous journey to an unknown land, and im not sure if im even gonna come back with anything, but i do it anyway, and then when u start cutting its like finding the x that marks the spot and u start digging away to see if u really found treasure. So obviously leanmaxxing is crucial, im huskier than most girls and guys nowadays, and i guess its ok i get rejected, but goddamnit its gonna suck becoming 23 and beyond my birthday isnt even close and im dreading it.
