Soy I’m going to punish myself

[Ellsworth]

By driving to my former oneitis house just to see where she lives and remind myself of what I missed out on and likely will never have. Maybe I’ll see her and her perfect happy family. I’m so depressed right now.

 

[Animecel2D]

but why though. Are you masochistic or something.

 

[Ellsworth]

but why though. Are you masochistic or something.

Yeah kinda. Also I feel if I can make myself feel as low and shift as possible it will motivate me to improve. Basically looksmax. Which is difficult now with the gym as well as everything being closed.

so you did find her name ?

Two different girls. This one is my “Egyptian Queen” the other who I don’t even know her last name is white with big tits; wouldn’t even consider her a oneitis just a girl I was interested in.

 

[Animecel2D]

Yeah kinda. Also I feel if I can make myself feel as low and shift as possible it will motivate me to improve. Basically looksmax. Which is difficult now with the gym as well as everything being closed.

Two different girls. This one is my “Egyptian Queen” the other who I don’t even know her last name is white with big tits; wouldn’t even consider her a oneitis just a girl I was interested in.

sounds kinda risky on your mind but it might work, or give you more depression and completely sap your motivation. Try to get more angry than sad if you pay her house a visit.

 

[Ellsworth]

sounds kinda risky on your mind but it might work, or give you more depression and completely sap your motivation. Try to get more angry than sad if you pay her house a visit.

Yeah I just need as much motivation as possible. I might even need to hop on Tren one day soon.

 

[Yerberito]

Brutal