JFL I'm going to pay a foid to cuddle with me

[SubhumanMonster]

I don't care if you think that's cucked, there are enough escortcels on this forum who pay woman for sex as well. I'm on the verge of insanity and just need some affirmation, affection, and closeness in my life to not rope. Anyone did such a thing before?

 

[Murlocel]

Pay her for both sex and cuddling

 

[Mickeyonacid]

Please don't

 

[caturday]

Please don't

 

[SubhumanMonster]

Pay her for both sex and cuddling

I'm afraid I won't even be able to have sex due to high inhibness and anxiety, JFL. Also I really just want closeness, affection, and affirmation more than anything else

 

[TheHumanFactor]

Cuddling is harder to simulate than sex

 

[Not_Important]

By doing this you're supporting the gynocracy

 

[Swagwaffle]

Do it brother I believe In u

Report to us when ur back im curious how it will go.

 

[Evildoer]

I'm almost certain it won't satisfy your need at all, only making you more depressed, so don't.

 

[ICanOnlyFapToBDSM]

how about you pay her money to beat her up a little? I'd throw a girl a few quarters if she let me manhandle her

 

[_wifebeater_]

Get a thai massage with happy end.

 

[SubhumanMonster]

Cuddling is harder to simulate than sex

Explain

By doing this you're supporting the gynocracy

I know and I kind of hate myself for it, but I need temporary relief from this hell.

I'm almost certain it won't satisfy your need at all, only making you more depressed, so don't.

Maybe afterwards, but I can at least cope for a little while.

 

[TheHumanFactor]

Explain


I know and I kind of hate myself for it, but I need temporary relief from this hell.

Cuddling, in order to be good, she has to truly be attracted to you

 

[uglylifematters]

cucking yourself probably isn't going to make you feel better. and you're wasting your money.

 

[Sadness]

 

[Deleted member 60]

Pay her for both sex and cuddling

exactly. Tf is wrong with you OP?

 

[Singularity314]

I have done it many times, I saw what is called a "professional cuddler". This is a person who only has cuddle sessions with clients, no sexual activity. There are several websites where cuddlers advertise. Like i said, I did it for a while and it was a great help but it only lasts so long. Eventually you will not be able to keep the truth at bay and have to admit to yourself that you are paying someone for attention and "affection" and you will begin to feel worse about it. That is what happened to me, I just couldn't do it anymore knowing that the only way I was going to get someone to touch me is if I paid them. I would do it for a little while just o get you through, it will help for a while... it might give you time to ascend of find another cope to stop the rope.

 

[IHateMySelf]

I dont get it how some guys pays for put their dick on a pussy where more than 18 guys did the same

 

[PhenomSkillz]

C

U

C

K

 

[Lifer]

I bet you're gonna ask to be the little spoon too, fag

 

[SubhumanTrash]

Ive done that before. Felt less suicidal

 

[Insalsa]

He isn't cucking himself. He's empowering himself by reclaiming his body.

 

[FiveFourManlet]

scum.

you are not welcome here anymore

 

[Deleted member 3291]

rape her

 

[Blancmange]

It won't be affection or closeness if she's getting paid.

Sex would be a lot less awkward/

 

[BlackpilledTruecel]

cuck.

 

[acnescarcel]

 

[Akira]

If you do it, report back.

I have the feeling it'll either 1) be super awkward and not worth it, or 2) it'll make you realize what you're missing and you'll feel even worse afterwards.

 

[Deleted member 1039]

Wtf? Are you retarded? Why would you pay a bitch to cuddle with you? Uncuck yourself immediately.

 

[SubhumanMonster]

I did it buddy boyos.

First of all, thanks to the supporters and people who shared their experiences (especially @ S Singularity314). To the haters: let me cope in peace ffs.

Now, as for how it went:
It was like heaven. It felt so good to finally being held by someone, I've actually gotten tears and became over-emotional, fucking hell. I realized what I was missing all the time and nearly cried. I feel like I can't get enough now, and might become addicted to that shit. It certainly feels like a drug, giving me short-term pleasure but long-term most likely misery, because I can only have it for such a short time and by paying with it.... to imagine that Chad gets this and more and on a daily basis is the ultimate rage and suicide fuel. But what can I do? I rather take this than suffering until the grave.

I was nervous and anxious as fuck at first, but it was way less stressfull and awkward than I suspected. We lied down on a bed and she just lied next to me and put her head on me and it felt pretty normal and I got comfortable after some time.

 

[ADD Sufferer]

Cuddle houses used to be a thing, it's quite interesting.

 

[Ninrod]

Being such a desperate guy will cause women avoid you as the plague. Yes, even more (much more)

If you can't pretend you're a normie, it's over ...

 

[SubhumanMonster]

Being such a desperate guy will cause women avoid you as the plague. Yes, even more (much more)

If you can't pretend you're a normie, it's over ...

Top fucking kek, "even more" isn't possible, zero is zero.

 

[Felix97]

cuck.

don't

 

[PersonalityChad]

By doing this you're supporting the gynocracy

 

[SubhumanMonster]

So why aren't all the escortcels called cucks then?