Im not just subhuman in physicality, but also intellectually. Im barely an average student in school after busting my ass off everyday studying while normies sit back and outscore me effortlessly. I cant even do a fucking high school math problem and failed every math exam until I chose to take foundational math so that I wont fail national exams. Meanwhile my normie friends in school mogged me brutally, its like my hardware was generations behind theirs. And they werent even considered geniuses at school, meaning I was below average by a large margin.
Outside of school I have literally no proficiency in any of my "hobbies", save for online trolling if it can even be counted as a hobby. I lost every game of chess against normies in school and against randoms on chess.com. My chess rating was hovering over 200 which meant that I was playing against literal toddlers. Its not even about a lack of training or studying chess moves, the normies I played against had as much experience as me. My lack of intellectual capacity would extend to other strategy games as well, am absolutely shit at factorio ( factory game that is like programming in a way). I also have very poor reaction speed, over 350 ms on human benchmark which is around the 5th percentile. Meant I was hopeless even at brainless shooter games. The worst games for me are strategy + action games like league of legends, I was stuck in bronze even after reading up on strategy and guides online.
I literally cant even have fun even outside of academics/work. I fucking hate it. Im probably best suited for hard labor since no employer would hire me for cognitively demanding work. But I have aches all over my back and shoulders and wont last a day at a worksite. With how foolish I am I will probably end up starring in a brutal work accident video on gore sites. I have nothing over normies and chad/stacy. Not only am I an eyesore, but there is no way I can contribute outside of serving them their fries and burgers and macdonalds. The utilitarian argument would be to cease my existence.
What can a man do when he is ugly, stupid, and lacks connections in life?
Outside of school I have literally no proficiency in any of my "hobbies", save for online trolling if it can even be counted as a hobby. I lost every game of chess against normies in school and against randoms on chess.com. My chess rating was hovering over 200 which meant that I was playing against literal toddlers. Its not even about a lack of training or studying chess moves, the normies I played against had as much experience as me. My lack of intellectual capacity would extend to other strategy games as well, am absolutely shit at factorio ( factory game that is like programming in a way). I also have very poor reaction speed, over 350 ms on human benchmark which is around the 5th percentile. Meant I was hopeless even at brainless shooter games. The worst games for me are strategy + action games like league of legends, I was stuck in bronze even after reading up on strategy and guides online.
I literally cant even have fun even outside of academics/work. I fucking hate it. Im probably best suited for hard labor since no employer would hire me for cognitively demanding work. But I have aches all over my back and shoulders and wont last a day at a worksite. With how foolish I am I will probably end up starring in a brutal work accident video on gore sites. I have nothing over normies and chad/stacy. Not only am I an eyesore, but there is no way I can contribute outside of serving them their fries and burgers and macdonalds. The utilitarian argument would be to cease my existence.
What can a man do when he is ugly, stupid, and lacks connections in life?
