Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I quit LoL ... 3 (or 4) days ago.
I hate that game. I literally hate it, it makes me fucking miserable. I'm not even having fun when winning in that game, and that hardly ever happens. And when I'm losing I feel like shit.
But, it's addictive to me for 1 reason. It gives the illusion of progress and getting better at something, learning a skill. For so, so long now I've been searching for something to become good at, a skill to train and feel like I'm good at something at least. And while LoL is a useless thing to be good at, it's at least something. But, of course, like with everything in life I suck at LoL too, and for someone that's played on and off since 2011, being Silver is a fucking shame and quite honestly proves I'm partially retarded.
I hate that game. I literally hate it, it makes me fucking miserable. I'm not even having fun when winning in that game, and that hardly ever happens. And when I'm losing I feel like shit.
But, it's addictive to me for 1 reason. It gives the illusion of progress and getting better at something, learning a skill. For so, so long now I've been searching for something to become good at, a skill to train and feel like I'm good at something at least. And while LoL is a useless thing to be good at, it's at least something. But, of course, like with everything in life I suck at LoL too, and for someone that's played on and off since 2011, being Silver is a fucking shame and quite honestly proves I'm partially retarded.